The fact that my own mom was doing this towards me was pure evil. She's literally destroying my entire life.
Since dad left she's been desperate to meet someone else that can give her the love she wants. You see, my mom craves love. Without it she's a mental breakdown.
And right now, that's exactly what I am. Oh, why? Because I'm moving away from my perfect life. My mom is dragging me and my sisters asses the whole way down to Australia, Sydney. My sister doesn't mind at all, she's only five and doesn't give a shit.
But me by the way, I just got in to the perfect school, started dating a boy and got some awesome kick ass friends. But yeah, that's all gone now.
This is something I'll get through, I know that. And I know I wont be crying over this acting like a baby. And I know I'll get new friend and all those stuff, but it will never be the same thing.
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Because I no longer was talking to my mom, the car ride got really awkward. Ashley was asleep in the back and there was no radio on. It was totally silent the whole ride and I didn't mind at all but I could se moms fingers tapping the steering wheel hysterically, by that way showing that she was nervous about the whole situation.
Moms new boyfriend seemed nice and all that, but I really hate him. He's the reason we're moving. Other than that I can't find another reason to hate him, I actually met him a few times and it was not as bad as I thought.
He brought me presents every time that ended up in the garbage, I threw it all just to show mom that I wasn't happy about this. I never actually wanted mom to move on, all I wanted was dad to come back and make everything feel normal.
The whole flight there was silent, except this time mo was freaking out a little bit because I wasn't saying a single word. She started giving me a weird look and I could see that it was sadness in it.
"Why are you not talking to me?" Was the main thing she was asking. I'd just continuing being quiet and putting my headphones on and trying to sleep. When I glared over at mom I saw her sighting. She's not proud of me, I could tell, but I'm not proud over her so fair enough.
We were collecting the bags when suddenly Ashley asked "why aren't you talking to mom?" With a sad face. "Well, let's just say I'm a little mad at her right now Ash" I said while handing her the pink little bag to her. She looked down on her shoes and started twisting them a little.
While waiting for the bags mom continued trying to make a new conversation with me. "I think Josh will be happy to see you" she said while putting her hand on my shoulder. I smiled a fake smile at her,not putting so much effort in to it. I probably looked really stupid.
We collected the rest of the bags and started walking towards the entrance where Josh was supposed to pick us up. Mom and Ash were having a conversation about the heat here, and I agree, gosh it was killing me. I was wearing my black leggings and a big knitted white shirt over that. I wasn't wearing anything under it so I couldn't take it off.
"Sarah?" I heard a voice behind me. I recognized it immediately. "Hi Josh" i answered him while shaking his hand awkwardly. "Mom and Ash is over there" I said while pointing to their direction. He smiled quickly and then ran over to them. He kissed mom while hugging her tightly.
I sighted pretty loud hoping they would hear it, witch they probably did but they ignored it I'd say.
This car ride "home" from the airport was just annoying. Mom and Josh wouldn't shut up and it was making me go insane. I was sitting in the back with Ash who was fast asleep.
"That's going to be your school" Josh said pointing at a red brick building. I putted on a fake smile and then went back to being bored and moody.
The house is really nice I've got to admit. It's three levels and I had the one on the top. That means privacy and that's exactly what I'll need.
I unpacked my bag and sorted out all my clothes and putted them in my wardrobe. After that I just felt the tiredness hitting me like a punch in the face and I was totally knocked out on my bed. My eyes shut and I was heavy asleep.
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Really short chapter and yeah I hope you like it so far. This was boring tho :')
