The Alpha's Moon Goddess

chapter 2

Alice POV:

Waking up the next day I noticed tear stains on my face. I guess at some point in the night I was crying. I had the same dream yet again but I changed it, I honestly couldn't help it because of what I believed about myself and what I deserved and needed. Sigh. I'm going to have to tell Pagie... maybe. Pagie always knows when I'm sad. It always amazes me that Pagie knew me that well.

Throwing on my favorite pair jeans. The only pair I had that hugged my butt and was long enough to fit my extremely long legs. I was 6 foot 5 inches and I was a giant to Paiges small 5 foot 3 and a half inches, because she has to have the half. Always finding jeans were either one of the two options: not long enough but fit her in the waist or long enough but I had to wear a belts. And as if to make things harder I had to wear belts with non-metal buckles because if I did I'd get a nice, ugly rash on my stomach from a metal allergy. And let's not forget I'm skinny so the belt had to fit to my waist also. Ugh.

I know some girls would do just about anything to be this skinny but it really wasn't worth being so skinny you saw just about every bone in your body. It wasn't like I was starving myself because I really wasn't, I guess I just couldn't gain the weight. Paige thinks its because of all of the stress and worrying I go through on any given day. And maybe she's right.

After getting dressed for the day it's time to tackle my waist length hair. Don't get me wrong I love it, it's a nice, very dark brown which I think contrasts with my bright blue eyes. Other than that my features didn't go so well together in my opinion, they just mush together. Settleing on a braid, I go make coffee, because the day Definatly NEEDED caffeine, left a note for my mom to remind her of what I was going to do today and poured my coffee into a travel cup and walked out locking the house up behind me. And let's be honest I know I'll do it before I make it to the mall. Heaving a long heavy sigh while driving to the mall to see her friend. I was right I downed it before I made it to the mall.

No they were Not going to go shopping because I soo did not like to and, thankfully, Paige didn't really either. When I pulled into the mall and searched for my best friend's car. A blue Honda. That's it, that's as far as I thought about cars. Color and brand or whatever it's called. When I found her car, I was a bit surprised to find a spot right next to here car. Because, hello it's the weekend and it's the mall a close parking spot is rare. But TWO right next to each other?? No. But then when I saw why, I laughed. It was because Pagie parked into two spots on purpose just so I could park right next to her. God I love that woman, not literally, I preferred the male gender. Not saying I wouldn't totally go for her if I did swing that way.

Beeping my horn once lightly as possible, so not to scare Pagie because man can you scare her if you wanted to, to no avail. Pagie grinned at me and carefully pulled out enough to pull back into one of the spots. Once she was parked herself, she shot out the car and was over to my car before I even had the chance to pull in, let alone finished parking. Laughing and I rolled down my window, "Geez whiz, give me a minute to park, Pagie." Wagging her finger at me, "Well hurry up because I don't want to wait anymore. You took forever getting here. And you know I woke up super early for you young lady." She jokingly scolded at me. I had just put the car in park when Paige yanked opened the door pulling, luckily for her the car unlocks when in park, me in a hug. Not even giving me a chance to unbuckle. I knew Pagie knew something upset me because she was giving her a long bear hug. When Paige finally pulled away to look at me she had a small frown but then shook it off and put a smile on. And it was just for me.

I really did love this girl. Like a normal best friend amount of love. I know it hasn't been long since the last time I've seen her but I've missed that golden brown hair of hers that popped with her brown eyes. Returning the smile, I unbuckled my seatbelt and got out of car locking it behind her.