I'm Glad You Came (One Direction Fan Fiction) [Niall Horan] COMPLETED

Chapter 18: Reasons, Facts, Effects, and Mind-reading...

Lore's POV

I came home very exhausted.

Reasons are:

1. Dance Practice.
2. Handling the arguments.
and
3. Thinking hard about Niall and I's relationship.

Seriously, I love Niall, more than anyone knows. But, I honestly don't know how can we go forward if there's still something stopping us.

And the fact is, we haven't got in public yet. How much more if we did? We could have ended already.

Oh God, why does life have to be so complicated?

Effects (if I broke up with Niall):

1. Niall will be hurt, A LOT.
2. He will never be the same.
3. It will tear him, again, A LOT.
4. He will accuse himself that it's his fault, even though it's not.
5. The lads will be angry at me, A LOT.
6. He'll curse me to death.

Oh gosh.

But if I'll try to explain, I'll say:

1. It's because it'll be hard for us.
2. Many people doesn't want us to be together.
3. Paparazzis.
4. We've been fighting a lot.

Sure, I can't handle this. Maybe, I'm too weak.

I'm not the ideal girlfriend. Yeah.

My phone rang and I hesitantly answered it. Not in the mood to talk to anyone.

"Hello?" I answered.

"Hey, Lore!" I heard Jaycie's familiar chirpy voice said on the other line.

"Hey." I said in a monotone.

"So... What happened?" she asked in a concerned tone.

"Wha'happened?" I asked back, while my eyebrows furrowed.

"Oh come on, Lore. I know you too well! Got into a fight, aye?" she asked and I sighed and nodded then realizing she can't see me.

"Well, sort of. Ughh, fine, yeah." I said and I heard her sighed.

"I'm coming over, okay?" she said. It's been a long time since she visited.

"Sure." I said and she hung up.

I threw my phone at the couch and waited for the doorbell.

After a few minutes, DING DONG!

I stood up and walked towards the door and opened it, to reveal the familiar girl.

"Hey." she greeted and she went inside.

"Evening." I greeted back and she sat at the couch. I sat across her and she was staring at me, looking worried.

"What?" I asked annoyingly. I'm too...Uhmm...I don't know.

"Can't handle it, yeah?" she guessed and I looked at her before shooking my head.