Unbelievable

Chapter one.

"Lydia wake up or your gonna be late!" My mother yells. "I'm awake!" I yell back. Today is my first day at Hollywood arts. I'm scared but excited. I put my tight white top with my tight pink skirt. With my tan heals. I curl my hair. I put on some light makeup and read lipstick. I grab my pear phone and laptop. I put them in my backpack. I shut my light off and walk  down stairs. "Wow. Honey you look beautiful!" My mom says "thank you mom" I say. "You ready to go?" She asks "yes" I say. She grabs her purse and her keys. Before I knew it we were already in the parking lot of Hollywood arts. "Your gonna do great" my mom says "thanks mom" I say. She gives me a kiss on the head. I walk out of the car and wave her off. I feel eyes on me. I walk into the doors of Hollywood arts. "Omg your so pretty" a girl says "thank you..I'm..can you help me find mr.sikowitz room" I ask. "Yes go down this hallway take a left then take a right and it should be the first door on the left" she says. "Thank you" I say smiling. She smiles back and walks off. I see this group of guys and girls and oh no..one of them looks like beck. I walk past them with my head down. "Omg she's hot" I hear one of them say. I continue taking the direction the girl told me and for sure the room is the first one on the left. I enter the class and take a seat. All of a sudden I get chills. "C'mon beck" I hear a girls voice says "for the last time no!" I hear him say. All of a sudden. I feel eyes on me but I don't turn around. "Okay class..so I'm gonna pick a group of two people give you a task and your gonna act it out" sikowitz says. I take a deep breath. "Beck and you" he says pointing at me. "Uh" I say "oh c'mon it'll be fun" I hear beck say behind me. I keep my head down as beck walks behind me up to the stage. I keep my head down. "So what's your name" this girl asks in the crowd . I lift up my head. I make eye contact with beck and we freeze in spot. "What are you doing here" he whispers "I go to school here. What are you doing here" I whisper back. "I also go to school here" he says. "So the scene you guys will be doing is a breakup" sikowitz says. Once he said that sadness over took me. "And action" he says. "I'm braking up with you" I say to him. I feel my eyes water as we look at each other. His eyes start to water too. "Why?" He says "I'm not good for you..I will never be able to love you and care for you the way you want me to and we fight all the time it's not healthy" I say to him. I look down at the floor as a tear rolls down my face. He grabs my hand. "Please don't do this" he says with watery eyes. "I don't want to but I have to" I say as a sob escapes  my throat. "I want what's best for you..and a loser like me..won't be able to love a guy like you" I say. "I'm nothing but a loser..I'm not like those pretty girls who can give you everything" I say. I look at him. "Your everything I've ever wanted..I don't care about those other girls..I love you and only you" he says with a tear rolling down his face. I touch his cheek. "I would do anything to be someone like that..I would do anything to love you" I say with tears falling down my face. I look at him. "You deserve better" I say again. "Please..Lydia please..don't leave me...I love you" he says "I love you to beck and I will never stop loving you" I say. He kisses me and I kiss back. I rest my forehead against his. "Promise me that you'll find someone better than me" I say. "Promise me you'll be happy" I say again. I kiss him one last time. " I love you and will never stop" I say. "Scene" sikowitz says. Everyone claps. I walk off stage and grab my backpack and walk out. I let a sob escape my throat. I walk to the stairs. I set down my bag and put my head in my hands. "Is this seat taken" I hear someone say. I look up it's beck. "No" I say. His eyes are red. "I'm sorry" I say to him. "I shouldn't have come to this school" I say to him. "That's was our first kiss since we last seen each other" beck says. I look at him. "Yeah..I know" I say. We look at each other. "Stop crying" he says. "I can't help it..seeing you..doing that scene brought back the memories of when I broke up with you and those were the exact words we used" I say looking at him. "It hurts me seeing the girl I love crying" beck says. "Wh-What did you say" I say "I said I love you" beck says. He grabs my hand and stands me up. He grabs me and hugs me my hands around his neck his hands around my waist. "I've missed you lydia..I've missed you a lot" beck says "I've missed you so much beck..that night I walked out on you I screamed on my drive home" I say in his neck. He looks at me and I look at him. He kisses me and I kiss him back. "What's going on here!?" I hear someone yell. Beck and I pull apart. "Jade it's not what you think" beck says. "Really it's not" she says "I swear it's not what it looks like" I say "oh shut up. I just happen to walk in and see you kissing my boyfriend" jade says. She starts walking toward me. She tackles me to the floor. "You bitch!!" Jade screams. "Help me!!" I scream. These guys pull jade off of me as beck helps me up. "Jade what's wrong with you" this girl says "she kissed beck" jade says. "One time thing" beck says "more like three" this guy says. "Not helping" beck says. He's still holding on to me. "Look I should just go home" I say. I go and grab my bag and turn to walk away. "No" I hear beck say. I look at him. "Just let her go home!" Jade yells. "No!" Beck yells. I walk away and go outside. "What have I done" I whisper. "Hey can I tag along" I hear someone say. I turn around. "I'm Robby" the guy with the glasses says  "I'm lydia" I say. "So where are you going" he asks "I was gonna go get ice cream wanna go" I say "sure" he says. We walk 20 minutes to the ice cream shop. "What would you like" I say "chocolate chip" he says "okay" I say. "Hi can I get a minty chocolate  chip and a regular chocolate chip please" I say "yes. That'll be 15 dollars" the Guy says. I hand them the money. He hands us our ice cream. "Thank you" Robby says "yeah no problem" I say. I take a bite of my ice cream. "Omg this taste so good" Robby says "I know right" I say. We laugh. "So what happened back there..if you don't mind me asking" Robby says "I don't mind but you have to promise you won't tell anyone" I say "I promise I won't" he says. "So about 3 years ago me and beck were dating for a year. I broke up with him cause I knew I wasn't good enough for him. So when I seen him today back in the classroom. When we did that scene. Those  were the exact words I spoke to him when we broke up" I say to Robby. "Wow..that's tuff" he says. I shake my head. "He's the only person I've ever been with for that long" I say "and it was really hard walking out on him" I say "yeah..I can tell" Robby says. I smile at him. "Your very beautiful" Robby says "thank you" I say smiling. We walk back to school. "Hey Robby! Lydia! Come here" beck yells "oh no" I say. "C'mon it'll be fun" he says. I shake my head 'no'. He grabs my arm and drags me but I fell  but before I hit the ground someone catches me. I look up to see who it was. "Hi I'm Andre" he says "hey Andre..thanks" I say. He smiles. He stands me up. We walk to beck's  group. "I'm tori..this is cat and you met beck..jade..Andre and robby" tori says "nice to meet you" I say. "So we are all going to hangout at my house after lunch. Do you wanna come?" Tori asks "um yeah sure" I say. They all smile. I look at beck and then look away. "Why aren't you eating your ice cream" Robby says "um..I will I'm just taking a break" I say. I eat a spoon full of ice cream. I lay my head on Robby's lap and my feet on Andre. I close my eyes. I open them and look at the bright blue sky.

(So I'm writing 3 books right now 😂😂 um it's hard..I'll promise I'll update my outsiders book) ❤️