always forever (gustav åhr x reader)

euphoria

    his sweaty skin glistened in the club lights, the different colors flashing over the dance floor. tattoos covered his skin, and his hands hung low at his sides as he tilted his head back, closing his eyes. his hair was pink and black, falling over his eyes in messy strands.
    a hazy smile spread across his face as he stood there, his head falling back down. he stared at the floor, his hands making their way behind his head. his head cocked to the side, causing him to make direct eye contact with me.
    he smirked slightly, his hands traveling over every inch of his torso as he swayed to the music. i felt drawn to him, i didn't even know him and he felt like a beacon of danger. recklessness. lust.
    i decided to walk over, making my way through the crowd of dazed people. they were all either high on hard drugs or just plain life.
    i was high on both.
    once i reached him, i felt so comfortable. like i knew him. why did i feel like this?
    i didn't even take in the fact that i was almost half naked, only wearing a bikini top and cargo pants, and a pair of beat up high top air forces.
    he came pretty close, eyes scaling every square inch of my body. i had glitter everywhere, the bright lights reflecting off of it. all over my skin, under my eyes, on my lips, bits of it anywhere you could see.
    he put his hands on my waist, pulling me close. i snaked my arms around his neck, occasionally trailing my hands down to his shoulders.
    "what's your name?" he spoke loud enough so i could hear over the music, his hand moving to my cheek.
    "y/n,"
    he looked surprised at first, but his expression soon faded into a dazed grin. "i'm gus."
    he had a charming smile. i felt like i recognized him, like i should know who he is. someone important to me? i didn't want to talk. i just wanted to be close to him. to feel him. why did i want him so badly?
    i stared at his eyes for a moment, before pulling him down to my face by his neck. i tasted the alcohol on his tongue, making me kiss him harder. his hands tangled in my hair, gripped my waist, pulled me close, anything you could think of.
    i tugged at his hair, making him groan quietly. i pulled away, seeing glitter smeared on his lips. i turned around, my back against his chest, and swayed my hips against him. he gripped my hips, guiding my movements.
    he kissed my neck, softly sucking on my sweet spot, occasionally biting my skin.
    i had never felt like this before.
    it was... euphoric. maybe i was just tripping a little too hard, but i don't think so.
    he spun me around, pressing his lips to mine again. the kiss was more hungry, more demanding. desperate.
    then, i felt someone grab my wrist and pull me away. i looked back, seeing him with a lost look on his face. i wanted to go back, i wanted to run back and feel his hands against my body one last time, but i was already out the door.
    i felt the cold air hit my skin, and then, it all went black.