She still doesn't have a name yet, but she has picked a favorite form from the list in the last chapter. Here she is!!!
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Her personality has also changed. I originally imagined her as this bad-ass, no-nonsense, hard-to-read girl, but now she wears her emotions on her sleeve and isn't afraid to let others know how she feels. She's also very caring and protective, and I think she loves animals, but we haven't gotten far enough for me to say that with one-hundred percent certainty. She still stops me when I'm saying dumb or bad things about me, so not everything has changed. She also has a favorite song now. I forgot to mention it in the last chapter, but that morning I had P!NK's "So What" stuck in my head, and without even thinking about it, jumped up from bed and started jamming out. Both of us think that she in someway did it, even though this is only like our second day. But she does say she's been around in our head since like 7th grade, so maybe we've made more progress than I thought.
Moving on, just a couple minutes ago, we watched some videos on how to best help form your tulpa by "Tulpa Guides" on youtube. Check him out if you need some assistance. Anyways, we decided to start by imagining a sort of adventure like he recommended in the video. I play a lot of D&D, so it was pretty easy to come up with a world and scenarios for her. We started in the woods where she tamed one of the classic rpg slimes, subsequently beat up some thieves. Then we went into town and hung out in a tavern and sang "So What" on karaoke. Even though it doesn't sound like we did a lot, it felt like we made a whole lot of progress, so we moved on to something else recommended in the videos, though slightly different.
I opened up an empty notebook I had, looked away, and let my tulpa just write whatever she wanted. The videos suggested you write one or two stories from the perspective of your tulpa, and I started with that, but she kinda took charge after a couple of sentences and just wrote what she wanted. I can actually see a change in the handwriting after the third line. I hope this means she's becoming more and more her own person, but I still feel weary to recommend this to any readers, as I don't know for sure and don't want to recommend anything that could have negative affects on your tulpa.
Regardless, at the moment I feel I made a lot of progress today, and can't wait to make some more tomorrow.
