Chapter 22: Suicide & More Lies.

40 1 0
                                    

| DAYS LATER |

(Trinity Pov)

Been depressed lately . Not even in the mood anymore . I feel alone . Like everybody knows something wrong with me . Like nobody cares. I'm just here . It doesn't make any sense . I wanna die . Nobody cares about me anyway . I cry myself to sleep every night wishing I was gone . Should leave a note .

I went and grabbed a paper and a pencil and wrote as if nothing was wrong with me .

You left me .
Left me broken .
Left me without telling .
Left me thinking you was coming back .
Left me with no guidance .
Where was you when I needed you ?
When I cried for you ?
Begged for you to be there ?
Waited for you to come ?
No where to be found .
You left .
Now I feel alone .
Stuck in my own home .
No one to go to .
But I can't blame you .
I was a mistake . So you left .
Left me thinking since you left, I might as well leave too .

I left teardrops on the paper . Nobody prolly doesn't care for the note anyway . I probably wouldn't if I was them .

.........

(Nae Pov)

Something still wasn't right . Was he cheating ? I couldn't figure it out at our house because there wasn't any evidence . He never came home smelling some type of way well at least I didn't smell it . Something is up .

I need Ashton ! Maybe she can figure something out . I ran and got my phone calling Ash .

"Best friend, can I come over ?"

"Yeah . Why not ?"

"Alright I'm On my way!"

We hung up and I got my things and was walking out the door til I seen Jacobie walking up . He looked mad or drunk . Not normal .

"I'm going to Ash house . I'll see ya later ."

"No ya not ."

"Yes I am. Excuse me you blocking the door way . "

"No you not !" And he pushed me against the wall . I could smell liquor . This nigga is drunk .

"Get the fuck off of me Jacobie ! What are you doing ?! STOP !!! PLEASE ?!"

He smacked and punched me . Nigga was too strong so I couldn't fight back .

"Jacobie . Don't do this ." I got up and tried to run off and he threw me on the couch tearing my clothes off .

All I could do is cry . Why is he doing this ?!

I smacked him but he hit me back .

"CHILL TF OUT TRINAE !!!"

He rammed himself into me with so much force and didn't care . It didn't feel the same .

He raped me . 😔

He finished what he was doing and left . Left me lying there and crying . I couldn't tell nobody . I'll feel dirty about it .
***********

Nothing but Pain 2 (Editing)Where stories live. Discover now