Nothing but Pain 2 (Editing)

Chapter 29: Depression ?

(Trinity Pov )

I been watching everything lately . Even though how I did them wrong I'll be their angel . I wish I could've done all the right things instead of being a hoe.. It was wrong . I feel bad about it too...

| DAYS LATER |
(Ash Pov)

"You're nothing but I stupid arrogant bitch." ..... "I don't even know why your mom left me with you !" .... "I hope you die!!"

The dreams haunted me as I twisted and turned in the bed..

"NOOOOO !" I jumped up grabbing the covers with me . Latrell grabbed me and held onto me as I cried in his arms .

"It's okay . I'm here . Stop . It's okay ." Those words were comforting to me . I just couldn't stop the thoughts flowing through my mind .

Why me ? Why I have to end up with this shitty life ? I'll never be the same after all he has done . He hurt me in a way no other human has ! I'm hurt and it won't go away . I wish it just all would . I wanted to kill this nigga and that's might what I just do !

I soon fell asleep and woke up feeling somewhat miserable but I shook the feeling off .

I tried to slide out of Latrell's tight ass grip on me but he just wouldn't let go .

"Bae... Let me get up ." I gently smacked his face and he wouldn't budge . "Latrellllllll ! Please ."

He finally let me go and I slid out of bed sitting on the edge running my fingers through my hair . What is life anymore ? I just get haunted by my past every couple months . It's annoying because it's now becoming often .

"You okay Ash ?" I heard Latrell groan in his sleep .

"Yeah I'm fine ." I got up and walked into the bathroom and stared at myself as I got teary eyed . I just see myself a wreck now . Nobody knows but me . I front a lot pretending I'm happy . Sometimes I really do be happy but then something always bring me down . It's like.... I don't even know foreal . I stared longer and a tear dropped and everything dipped into my past .

"She's here ! Baby Ashton !.... She's a beautiful baby.... I'm leaving your father Ash... I gotta go baby ..... I love you... Latrell .... Stay with me .. You don't deserve this... Fuck you !! I hate you... STOP ! Don't do this daddy please..."

Everything was coming back to me . I miss my younger life before everything went wrong . Was I the cause of this ? Was I meant to be here ? Was I the reason they broke up ? What I do wrong ?

My thoughts flooded and flooded and I cried and cried silently . Latrell will never know I was crying . I brushed my teeth and rinse my face off and turned on the hot shower . Just as Latrell walked in . Yet he didn't notice...

|LATER THAT DAY |

(Nae Pov)

Me and Destiny together. Yay . I really like this girl . She still gives me therapy too . Nothing has changed . But that pussy bomb asf . Frfr . Like you don't even know !!!

"BABE !" She always fucking hollering !

"WHAT !"

"Heyyyyy . "

She so annoying but that's ma girl .

She came running and jumping on the bed .

"Sit the fuck down !!" I stared at her sternly . She giggled and sat down .

"I love youuuuu !" She snuggled in my arms and kissed me on my cheek .

"I love you too !" I kissed all over her face and tickled her .

"Stawwwwp !" She squirmed as I kept doing it .

Then she farted . The bitch farted ! The room got quiet and I stared at her .

"Did you just fart with ya nasty ass ?"

"Nope ." We both stared at each other and burst out laughing and I laid beside her .

"You nasty ."

"It slipped !"

"Yeah okay nasty ass ." I pulled her closer and snuggled my face under her chin .

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SHORT UPDATE I KNOW ! I'm ready to end it now . I'm ready for the last chapter !