Notes:
Welcome to a story written at the time of the Coronavirus, with a story about the Coronavirus
The Coronavirus is real
But the story is obviously a fanfic
I still hope people will find my story and are able to read through my bad writing skills ;)Comments with feedback are very welcome (if anybody ever finds this story...)
Staring out of the window to the empty street, he felt lonely.
He never thought that a virus could make everything silent and empty. It's the virus we're all experiencing. We all know its name: Covid-19, the Coronavirus. Drowning in his own thoughts he didn't notice someone entering the room, until the person spoke up "Yoongi-hyung, What is bothering you?" Yoongi jumped and turned around "Jeez Jimin-ssi, you scared me." He locked eyes with Jimin and Jimin repeated "What is bothering you? You look so distant the last few days." Yoongi looked down because he couldn't bare seeing the worry in Jimin's eyes. "I don't know, the first thing I wanted to say was the Coronavirus... But I feel like there's more bothering me that I can't quite get my finger on." Jimin snorted "Yes, the Coronavirus is the first thing to believe since it is bothering everyone on earth right now. Welcome to 2020." He sounded rather sad or disappointed when he spoke.
for a brief second Yoongi's eyes met Jimin's again, Then both their gazes moved to the door. Hoseok walked in and looked surprised. Probably because of Jimin's presence, Yoongi thought and he was right. Hoseok asked if Jimin could leave the room and then looked at yoongi "I want to talk alone, Yoongi-ah" Yoongi nodded and Jimin took that as his sign to leave "see you two later." Then he closed the door and Hoseok walked up to Yoongi, who turned towards the window again.
"Don't do this to yourself Yoongi" Hoseok sounded worried, but Yoongi wasn't having it. "What? to myself? or to you? I won't let you talk into me that nothing is the matter here. We both know that none of us can get sick... for him." Hoseok knows that Yoongi is scared for 'him', oh Hoseok hated that they couldn't say his name in front of Yoongi. "I don't care about the fact that we can't live completely normal with this virus all over the world, but I do care about the fact that you imprison yourself in this room... and I hate that we can't normally talk." Hoseok almost snapped at yoongi, but luckily it only came out angry. Yoongi turned to Hoseok and looked him directly in the eyes, Hoseok swallowed hard. The look in Yoongi's eyes wasn't anger, it was far from it. sadness, a lot of sadness that never got a place to not bother him again. Would it be? no, Hoseok thinks. I can't ask about that.
After a moment he snaps back out of his thoughts because of the intense stare Yoongi is giving him. "Sorry hyung" it was barely audible and Yoongi opened his mouth to speak, but Hoseok already rushed out of the room. Yoongi looked down, he felt really bad "I scared him, I'm so selfish.." I have to find a way to get over it, "I'll promise you Hoseok-ah, I'll make sure everything will be normal again." He looked out of the window, up to the stars that had just appeared. He breathed in deeply to calm down and closed his eyes.
***
He stood in front of the door, He hesitated. "Should I stay in the room? Or leave after I don't know how long?" He asked himself over and over again. It felt like forever that he had taken the doorknob in hand to open it, But it only had been a week. He felt weak because mostly the first few days he didn't eat. Now he's hungry, but scared to show himself outside the room. He worries a lot about what the others think about him now, will it be bad?
Not wanting to open the door, but also knowing that if not today he has to another day, He sights and slowly opens the door. He peeks around the door. no one's there. "Where are they? Are they in the living room? probably" he tries to calm himself by telling himself that his way to the kitchen is free. As soon as he walks down the hallway to the stairs, he hears noise.
Behind him Taehyung appears, he stands still the moment he sees Yoongi. "Hey Hyung, Thought you were never coming out of that room again. welcome back, i guess" He smiled and Yoongi could only respond with a nod. "Have you eaten anything the last few days?" His smile is gone and Yoongi silently responds "No, the last two days I haven't eaten a thing." Taehyung walked past him and down the stairs, gesturing to him to follow.
In the kitchen Taehyung got Yoongi something to eat, when he was done Jin walked in. "Hey Taehyung" then he looked at Yoongi "welcome back at an 'almost' normal live, I hope" he gave Yoongi a reassuring smile, putting him at ease. "Come in the living room, i think the others want to see you too" Yoongi started to get anxious about that "It's been a week" he breathed out. He was clearly scared, but Taehyung hugged him from behind "Only more reason to let them know your alright" Yoongi freed himself from Taehyung to turn to him "But i'm not sure if I really am alright" He looked down but Taehyung gently lifted his chin up "Then let us help you" Yoongi gave in to Taehyung and together with him and Jin, they walked to the living room.
In front of the door Yoongi started to overthink, but Taehyung softly pushed him inside. Namjoon was talking to Hoseok but as soon as the door opened they stopped and looked at Yoongi. Feeling really uncomfortable yoongi just stood there. "Please Hyung, relax." He looked at the side to see who spoke "Jimin, I-" Jimin shushed him "Sit down first, don't be scared of us please" Yoongi hesitated a second, then he sat himself down on the couch next to Jimin, Taehyung placed himself next to Yoongi and Jin walked up to the fireplace to make a fire.
To ease the uncomfortable tension, Taehyung asked Namjoon and Hoseok what they were talking about. "ehm, maybe it isn't a good idea to continue that conversation..." Namjoon gulped, Hoseok cautiously looked at Yoongi "We talked about ... You know... I uhh... 'him'... we talked about 'him'. There you have it, I said it" Yoongi's face hardened at that word, 'Him'. He was thankful to Hoseok that he was this honest, but he couldn't help but stare him down. Almost feeling him literally sink through the ground. "His name is Jungkook" Everyone looked in shock at Yoongi. They all swallowed hard and Jimin asked it "What?" Yoongi only stared at him, not saying a thing. He looked sad, instead of angry what Jimin had himself prepared for. The sadness in Yoongi's eyes made him unable to ask again. After a few seconds of silence Yoongi had found the courage to say it again.
"His name is Jungkook"
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Fanfictionyou can also find this story on AO3 here I will post when I finished the story: - my notes - first story ideas - etc.