Three Can Play This Game

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This wasn't what I expected to happen. All of my life I was told that soulmates only happened once. But what if...just what if it happened twice? At the same time? I lay in bed freshly awoken from my dreams. They never were helpful. I rub my eyes as the images and Namjoon and Taehyung play behind my eyelids....I can say without a doubt that I love both of them. When I'm with Joonie, I feel so calm and relaxed. Our walks in the park, our coffee dates, and late night music sessions feel my heart with such warmth and passion. I'll never forget the first time he told me he loved me.
We had just finished recording an awesome track. I was excited for the other members to hear it since I knew it would be a hit. It was getting really late and he started to fall asleep on my shoulder. I couldn't move, he had been working so hard on this comeback. I moved us closer toward the couch so that he could be more comfortable. I always felt like he wasn't much for cuddling and he fell right between my legs and rested his face on my thigh. My heart picked up speed and I cursed it for my brain even thinking of the direction it was going. He was asleep for crying out loud! As my mental battle raged on I felt his hand rest on my thigh and he mumbled. I froze instantly.... "What did you say?" "I love you (y/n)"
Wait? Did he just say what I thought he said? Did he mean as a friend or as a lover? Hold up, was he flirting with me all this time? I thought he was just being nice! What am I supposed to say? I love you? By the time I even had a proper response he was already lightly snoring. I gave up and tried to rest, but my heart and mind celebrated at the mentioning of my name.
With Taehyung, everyday felt like it was from a Rom Com from the 90's. He always made sure to send me a good morning beautiful texts and long loving messages randomly when he couldn't sleep. We would go to amusement parks, art museums, and explore the city finding old antique shops. Sometimes we would find awesome gems and some weird things as well. He once fell for an old stitched up teddy bear with piercing red eyes. It still scares the crap outta me to this day but he adores it. I swear at times I feel like it's looking at me waiting for me to pick it up. I refuse to unless I'm wearing a glove..might not do much but it makes me feel better. I have to say one of my best memories with Tae was when we were at the park enjoying some home cooked food we both had worked on.
We laughed and joked about the food fight that abruptly started while cooking. I'm just saying, he started it. He was trying to show me how fast he could whip eggs and was slinging it everywhere. And who sticks whip cream on someone's nose? He was just asking for me to fight back. He let me rest my head in his lap while he sung Winter Bear quietly. He entwined his fingers with mine and kissed me on my forehead "My winter bear" I stare into his eyes "I'm not fond of winter" (Y/n) you dumbass, why can't you ever just say something cool or romantic? His eyes narrowed as his boxy smile spread across his face. I blushed from embarrassment as he pulled out his phone and took a picture of me. I swear this man is a genius with the camera. Even with just a phone he was able to make me look like a work of art. "You'll always be my favorite subject to photograph"
I really fell in love with both of them....I don't even know how to tell either one of them. And they're such good friends...no almost brothers. Oh god that's even worse, I fell in love with two brothers! I whine and punch my pillow when my doorbell rings. Quietly I peep out to see both Tae and Joonie standing on the other side. Fuck me. Shit this isn't what I was planning on happening. "Just a sec!" I rush to the bathroom to fix my hair and brush my teeth. Who the hell told them it was ok to visit this early in the morning? And to attack me at the same time? I swear this ain't fair, what did I ever do to deserve this?
Heart racing, I open the door to both of them staring at me. Joonie's dragon eyes piercing through my heart and Tae's eyes envelope me in his warmth. There's no way I'm going to survive this. "Sup?" I squeak out. Back at it again with saying the wrong things at the wrong time.
"Hey....we haven't heard from you in a while" Joonie's voices dripped with concern "We were worried about you" Tae whines. "Oh...I'm sorry..my mind hasn't been in the right place lately." After my realization of falling in love with both of them, I've been avoiding seeing any of the guys for a while. I think it's almost been a week to be honest. I wave of guilt hits me as I move aside and they shuffle into my apartment. To my dismay, they both make a beeline to my room. Joonie sits in my chair while Tae lays across my bed, "What's got you messed up?" Afraid of going near both of them, I grab a pillow and sit on the floor. "Well...I don't know how to say this.." "(Y/n), it's ok...we will listen to you...", Joonie acts as if he wants to move closer but chooses not to. I guess even he can sense how nervous I am.
I close my eyes and start to ramble. "I really don't know how to say this since this is all completely new to me much less that it's happening to me twice. When I first met you two, you welcomed me with open arms. For the first time in my life, I felt that I was at home. It wasn't until a couple of days ago that I realized how much in I started to fall in love..with both of you. Like it's so weird and crazy cuz I always believed in one true love not two! Both of you together complete me as a person, and bring out the best in me and have shown me the world in a new light...and I simply can't choose between you two. It hurts my heart to even try....I love you Joonie for showing me the life as a moonchild. I love you Tae for showing me through Vante's eyes. I can't even imagine living life without either one of you by my side....I'm sorry"
I hang my head heavy, waiting for either one to say something. I suddenly hear giggling and jerk my head up to Tae covering his mouth. Joonie glares at him, "Fine you win." I stand there mouth open as they exchange some money in between themselves. "W-what is going on?" Tae's smile just gets bigger, "We figured you were worried about the both of us. You see, me and hyung already figured that you would end up falling in love with us and came to the agreement that if you would that we could all be together." "I thought you couldn't handle it anymore and wanted to stop seeing both of us. Tae disagreed and betted against me saying it was the opposite. This is one bet I'm happy to lose though." Joon sheepishly looks away while rubbing the back of his head.
I just stand there frozen....what.the.fuck did I just hear. I have to many emotions right now and my mind is just drawing a blank. I can be with...both of them? Wait is that even allowed? I'm pretty sure it ain't. Is there papers that you have to do for that? How will I even explain this to my parents? I guess the lack of words coming from my mouth is all the answer they need. They both stand up and walk towards me smiling, 

"(Y/n) will you stay with us?"