I have a hunch that all of my problems and motivation struggles to be a decent and productive human are stemming from my crippling fear of confrontation and fear of failure.
huh
Something also tells me that bottling up your feelings up don't lead to a healthy mindset and there are other much better ways to deal with stress instead off sweeping it under a colorful rug and leaving it to build up and ferment over several years of not dealing with it.
that's weird...
