𝐇𝐄𝐀𝐑𝐓 𝐄𝐘𝐄𝐒 , mairi

chapter 06

the two boys laid on kairi's bed. they were talking shit as they use their phones, insulting each other even. kairi got up to a sitting position, mattia catches the older boy's gaze. "what?" mattia asked the wasian boy, "why don't we just set our phones aside, lay down, stare at the— i dunno ceiling and talk."

the younger raised an eyebrow but still set his phone aside and followed the smaller boy. "you know cynthia?" kairi furrowed his eyebrows, "uhh no?" he replied, which sounded more of a question than an answer. "cynthia parker. i'm gonna get it with her."

"oh." the emotion in kairi left, didn't know why, most importantly, he didn't wanna know why. "that's— cool." kairi let out an awkward chuckle, mattia frowned, he knew his bestfriend like his own mind. "kai you good?" mattia's eyes were focused on kairi. "what? yeah why would you ask me that." kairi looked back with an offended look.

"you sure?" mattia eyed his friend, looking over every pretty facial feature his bestfriend had. and well, kairi is adorable, no homo though. "uh yeah." mattia gave up and sighed. kairi zoned out, he felt weird.

"imma go somewhere, i'll be right back. stay put bee." mattia pecked kairi's forehead and left him. kairi got up and sighed after hearing mattia exit the room. "it is what it is." kairi told to himself.

kairi felt disappointed but he couldn't understand why'd he feel like that. mattia has been supportive of everything he'd done, all the girls kairi got, mattia was happy for him. of course kairi was proud of his best bud, but this one was different. he felt disappointed, he obviously rubbed it off.

kairi felt back down into his bed. he wanted to eat but he didn't want to cook. he laid in bed, procrastinating. he groaned and got up when his stomach started to fucking sing. he shot up and walked down to the kitchen. maiya was at the dinner table, "where's mattia going? i saw him left?" the younger asked. kairi was preparing a bowl of froops loops, "hm. i don't know probably to cynthia." his tone sounded mean, he made his way to sit beside maiya.

"what'cha doing there?" he pointed his spoon at maiya's homework with a highly confused expression, "math." maiya answers with a monotone voice, very focused on her homework. "and who's cynthia?" the little girl followed up with, "uhh— mattia's friend thing- i dunno. is that algebra what the fuck?"

the wasian boy tried to change the subject, luckily it worked. "no actually this is fraction. it's easy i guess." kairi was genuinely confused but he tried to play it off cool. "psh that's like- one plus one shit." he finishes his cereal after a bite. "imma head back. goodluck love you." he kissed his sister's head.

he placed his dishes in the sink and made his way back to his room, bored and disappointed. funny how the disappointed feeling didn't leave him, he didn't like it, i was strange. there was nothing to be disappointed of. kairi shut his door, he laid on his bed, blasting a song from his phone.

he didn't want to check his phone, not right now, he didn't want to move. he just wanted to lay down and do nothing. he wasn't sad, actually scratch that. he was scared, confused and unaware. he didn't know what was bothering his little mind.

many thoughts flood his head as his eyes get droopier, droopier, and droopier. he fell asleep.

"kai, kai, kairi cosentino, bee, kairi. wake up." mattia shook the smaller boy, resulting a whimper from the sleeping boy. "i'm sleeping." a literally whine came out and went straight to mattia's heart. the younger felt heat everywhere, why did it sound like that? "how the fuck you goin' to sound like in sex."

kairi got up and slapped mattia. "fuck you. what time is is?" mattia checked his phone, "it's seven thirty-eight." kairi rubbed his eyes. "what time did you leave?" kairi asked, still rubbing his eyes. "i left at like three-ish."

"where'd you go anyway?" the drenched feeling came over the wasian boy once more. god he fucking hate it, once you think about it, it never leaves you. it's a really shitty feeling. a more modern term for sorrow is whatever kairi is feeling at the moment.

"oh yeah i got you something." the wasian boy raised his eyebrow.

"what?" kairi chuckles, "nah cause you were being all mad awhile ago." mattia says holding up a basket full of all the things kairi liked, which was to the side. "i wasn't mad you fucking pig. jesus christ." mattia stared intensely as kairi reached out for the sour patch kids.

"nuh-uh." mattia teased, and that was it, that was kairi's breaking point. kairi slapped the taller boy, "man shut the hell up. you don't buy me and and go like nuh uh. give me that motherfucker." mattia groaned, short people do have a temper.

"that was uncalled for." mattia gave kairi the entire basket. "yo moma was uncalled for." kairi laughed at his own joke, mouth full of sour gummy candy, he nearly choked. but mattia just rolled his eyes. he stared at the shorter boy's lips.

they were perfect. kairi had lips that every girl nowadays would want. they were plump, red and weirdly cute. right now there were tiny bits of sugar on the boy's lips. actually, mattia had noticed something else. kairi had a lot of feminine features.

kairi had a curvy body, small hands, a cute ass. kairi had cute big eyes, kairi had very nice legs. mattia liked them, it wasn't weird or anything. he'd lay on the wasian boy's lap since he had huge thighs. mattia found them cute. he found kairi cute. he liked kairi but not in that way.

mattia polibio likes girls. kairi is feminine. his thoughts gets interrupted by kairi resting his hand on the taller boy's ankle. "you good? you wanna sleep or something? let's share whatever you got me and watch netflix 'kay?"

mattia just nodded. "why'd you even get me these?" mattia smirked "you were mad. it was cute but you were sad too. i want to know why but i don't want to push you to it. and i love you, thats why." mattia's smirk grew into a genuine smile.

and that's when it hit kairi.
he likes mattia polibio.

mairi notes:
back from whatever. my theme gets messier i'm sorry but thank u all for the support i love all of you guys sm🥳🥳🥳🥰🥰🥰🥰 i'm just unokay rn bear with me.