Confessions Of Aaliyah

4. Feelings

I got in the house and ran straight in my room.

Today the perfect day I can come over since my mom isn't home .

She at work as usual she would kill me if she found out I was leaving the house shes controlling like that .

Should I take a shower ?
Should I do my hair a certain way ?
I'm too excited and I need too calm down and just wait for him too inbox me too give me the go to come over .

I wonder why he chose me, it's not like I'm all that pretty or anything .
Maybe he just wants a friend and then once he gets a feel for this place we will stop talking.

I hope that does not happen , I'm over

Then my phone vibrated.
( Yes I have a phone but I never use it because nobody cares enough to text me.

Its the newest one out too the iPhone 6 . My grandma got it for me , she knows how my mom is and she trys too fill that empty space.

I grabbed my phone and it was messenger.
Alex popped up on the top of the screen

My heart did another dance , its been doing this alot lately.

Come over now please - Alex

Sure omw , just give me directions- Aaliyah

Down the old school steps , past the hoop court and go up masion street , There is a little hill and my house is the third one on the left. -Alex

Alright , I'm coming now - Aaliyah

Good , cannot wait - Alex

I never got dressed so fast in my life. My
hair was tangled so I just brushed it out .

It look beautiful I thought , well at least too me.

I put on my best perfume and lotion from bath and body works and grabbed a purse with my house key , and walllet and left the house.

I memorized the directions and the walk was like 10 -20 min.

I was in a hurry so it took me only 8 min . I walked up to his porch and fixed myself and tryed to calm my breathing.

Its only 4:45 it felt way longer. I put my phone back in my purse and rung the door bell.

He answered as soon as I rung it .

"Hey beautiful , " he said with a confident smirk .

"H-hi." I stuttered shyly.

My damn heart is dancing again.Then I did something I never expected myself too be so bold too do , I threw my arms around him and hugged him.

When I let go , he just stared at me froze.

He blushed and said "Well alright , you want too come in ? "
"Sure ." I said mentally cussing myself out for doing what i just did.

" Seemed like somebody missed me " He said with a smirk.
I just smiled because i couldn't think of a sarcastic response at the moment.
"You wanna chill down here or go to my room?" He said . " I would let you meet my mom but she's sleep but she told me to tell you hello.

I smiled at the thought of meeting his mom . Then n i said , "your room is fine I like privacy
." I said with a seducing smile.

His eyes wided and he blinked for a second.

" I'm joking " i said while giggling.

He stared for a minute and started chuckling too.
"You got me real quick , I got scared for a minute. " He kept playing along .

"Shut up !" I said while hitting him . He laughed and said " C'mon too my room it is ." and took my hand.

Now when he touched my hand the whole world went into slow motion.
My hand felt like I had a thousand tiny little lighting bolts poking me .. it was indescribable and I loved it . I loved this feeling he gave me. No matter how much I tried to deny it .

We went up too his room which was the attic and surprisingly it was clean and neat for a boy.

Except a few shirts here and there , I was dying to fold and put in the dresser drawers. His room was black and red with a big flat screen tv in the middle and his bed and nightstand off the the side . Shoes in one corner nice and neat and his coats on a hanger. They rest of it was white including his dressers.

"Nice room." I said softly.

I was getting more comfortable around him. "Thanks." He said and winked one gorgous big brown eye .

We both sat down on his bed and i stared at the floor .

I don't know what too do now. I don't consider myself a very entertaining person when it comes too boys.
I lifted my head up and he was staring at me.

My body froze , why is he looking at me like that ?
Does he not know that he's driving me crazy?

Everything in my body feels like an open wire .

He smiled and said " Aaliyah your so innocent , have you ever been high ?"

I looked at him and stared " Why do you ask i said defensively.
" Calm down , "he said with his hands up.

" I asked because today is the day." he continued.
"The day for what exactly ? " I said feeling completely idiotic.

"We are going to get high together."