Try

prologue

I have been always wondering, why am I here, living, as Tasha for seventeen years? 

What do I actually want?
Why do I have friends and family?

Despite I'm a bad person, why do they like me, I mean get near me?

Do they even know who I am? 
I bet they don't.

I think I'm lost now. Am I? 
Do I need help ?

I don't know anymore.