my therapist suggested i start writing a journal so i figured why not post it for the whole world to see. just a warning; there's gonna be some fucked up shit in here, including rape, insanity, mental disorders, drug abuse, ect.
it's been a while since i've written in here. i guess i start by saying it's almost my birthday, only 6 more days :) but i'm not having a party because of corona so that kinda sucks. school is canceled for the rest of the year, i guess that's pretty cool, but we had an upcoming band trip that i was really excited for and now we don't get to go. i can't even go swimming to help my boredom because the pool is closed.
i might have a boyfriend. i'm not exactly sure what we are but he seems interested in me and i'm interested in him and he asked if we could live in a cottage in the woods together, he also jokingly asked if i would marry him but i'm not sure if that means he wants to be in a relationship. he lives in america so it would be a long distance relationship but he doesn't seem to have a problem with that. so i'm not sure if he's my boyfriend or not but i hope so.
i gat a lawyer recently, after i explained how i felt about my mother and why i wanted to get emancipated she said that it seemed i was severely traumatized and emancipation was the best option. so once the courts open back up (they're closed cuz of corona) she's gonna get that set in motion:)
i've started watching my hero academia to cope with the boredom of self isolating, its a pretty good show but most of the fandom is shit. i really like the theory that dabi and shoto are brothers, it lead to me coming up with a headcannon/meme about them. basically i like to think that dabi also visits their mother in the hospital, but he's never there at the same time as todoroki, then one day they both end up visiting her and they see each other and it's like the spider-man meme
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i don't know i thought that would be kinda funny. i guess i don't really have anything more to write today.
