So my mother is being a complete Bitch and refusing to give me my birth certificate. My grandma is taking my father to court because she thinks my schizophrenic child molesting mother is mentally stable enough to have custody, and she scheduled the court date for the day before the area 51 raid so now I'm not allowed to go. I hate my family and I hate my life. I barely got a childhood, missed out on my preteens, and now that I'm a teenager they all expect me to be an adult. I just want a normal life with a normal family that can actually afford rent, but no, I'm stuck with my verbally abusive father and bitchy older sister and bratty little siblings, and I'm constantly fighting with my mother, and all my friends have abandoned me, the only people I have left that I can actually talk to are soy sauce and desdes (nicknames). I wanna fucking kill my self but whenever I tell someone this they're just like "lmao same" because they're also depressed. I can't even drink my problems away because I forgot my flask at my exes house and he hates me so there's no chance in hell I'm getting it back.
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Noah's journal/diary
Randommy therapist suggested i start writing a journal so i figured why not post it for the whole world to see. just a warning; there's gonna be some fucked up shit in here, including rape, insanity, mental disorders, drug abuse, ect.
