The murderer of me

out of control?

Bryan P.O.V
I decided to go take a walk after what just happened it affected me really bad. I don't want my friends to know that I did this horrible thing called murder. I walked around trying not to look suspicious but apparently that didn't work.
Lefty walked up to me.
"Hey Bryan you look uneasy is. something up? Are you okay?" I looked at him and force a smile on my face.
"Yes Lefty I'm alright. I'm happy as ever."
At the end of the day two people were reported missing.
Already know who and they are both dead.
I didn't want to kill them but I had to something is forcing me to and I don't want it to force me.
I know I sound greedy but I wanted to control someone else..... not me I'm scared..... I don't know how to defeat this one entity and I fear that I might hurt my own friends.... What would happen next? I walk to my hotel room to spend time alone but as soon as I stepped in the door a wave of sharp pain came through my brain.
I was in pain.....
the pain was unbearable...
I looked around to see if anyone was there but soon the pain went away.
"Bryan?" I Heard a Voice. I looked towards my door, it was Rockstar Freddy but he didn't have serious face like he always had but mortified and worrisome face.... "What's wrong with your face!? what happened!?" I was confused.
I looked at the mirror and it mortified me. what happened to me!? what is going on... my eyes were pitch black.... Is this entity trying to take over my body...?
I looked at Freddy. I don't know what's going on.... I'm scared part..... of me wants to tell him what's been going on but another part is telling me to hurt him.
I don't want to hurt him but at the same time I do. Why am I feeling this way? I'm not supposed to feel this way especially in front of Rockstar Freddy. He is my friend.... even if he doesn't like it.
"Freddy I'm alright no need to worry"
He was in disbelief.
"What do you mean!? There's literally goo pouring out of your eyes!" I told him I'm okay and leave me be he didn't listen...
He was worried and decided to approach me.... that's where I snapped...
"Freddy I told you I'm fine! will you just leave before I snap your NECK!"
He looked at me with a shocked face. "Bryan...what is wrong with you....." He said.
"Look I will not tell you again I will snap your neck or do you even worse thing to Circus baby if you don't leave me be!"
He was shocked and I saw fear in his eyes.... for some reason it made me happy when I saw fear.
He walked out of the door and left me be and I realize what I've just done...
Did I threaten him!? Why did I do that!? What is going on!? Who's.....
in control?