Back to Future's Past {SNS}

Sasuke's Regret

Disclaimer: I Don't Own Naruto. 

This is a Fan-Fiction: I'll do whatever the hell I want.
Deal with it. 

Any and All Rude Comments will be Deleted On Sight. 

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[Prologue] 

We won the battle in the end. 

The war is now over. 

The village is in slight ruin, but its nothing we can't fix within the next year or so.

It took a few long and complicated days of interrogation but I was reinstated back into the village. Not many people are very happy about it, but, who can blame them?

I abandoned them.

I cast them aside like nothing.

I betrayed all the friendship and trust we once shared.

Everyone is wary and distrustful of me.... everyone..... except Naruto that is. Keh, the guy couldn't seem to be more thrilled. He was so happy and excited that he insisted on catching up on all the years that were lost between us.... he even went so far as to hang himself off of me every other second just to make sure that I was actually here and not going to run off again somewhere. 

Shaking my head that the thought. That guy..... course, even though it was kind of annoying after I told him countless times I wasn't ever going or planning on leaving this village ever again. 

It was, in its own annoying way.... kind of sweet and touching. To think he'd care so much, even after all the crap I put him through.... he'd still accept me as if nothing had happened, we just picked up where we left off.

No bad blood between us, no restrictions, hesitation or fear. He doesn't even bother to hold back his emotions. Everything about this guy is always right out in the open for all to see. The complete opposite of me.

And maybe that's part of the reason why...... I've come to love him so deeply and unconditionally. 

Tch. Too bad I'm such a coward. Afraid of what he might think if I ever told him the truth. Afraid that once he knows, all that acceptance will be thrown right out the window.

Course, knowing him...... he's too nice of a person to flat out reject someone. But that doesn't mean he won't do it at some point or another.

The guy is as innocent and pure as they come, he's never known the feeling of real love and being loved, he's never felt real pleasure or affection, he's never been touched or defiled in any way, shape or form.

It's no wonder he's so trusting all the time, no wonder he's ignorant and oblivious of the world. He knows nothing of it.

Him and his foolish ideals. Che, but who the hell am I to talk? After all..... It's those foolish ideals that saved me so many times already. More than he'll ever know. He could never know. Never.

So for the time being, I'll keep such thoughts to myself. Watch him from afar. Protect him from anything more that would dare to stand in his way. Let him know that I'm not going anywhere.

I'd never leave him again. Not after everything he's done to bring me back home, I've kept him waiting long enough. 

Before, I tried to ignore my feelings. 

Pretend they didn't exist. 

Push them aside, praying they'd go away in time.

Acting as if he meant nothing to me when in reality, I'd probably of just taken him without anyone's consent and made him mine right there and then.

Heh, but I have more self control than that, and whether or not that's a good or bad thing, I have no idea. 

All I do know though, is that from now on...... I'll devote my life to helping him and making it up to him, one small thing at a time. 

I've often wondered what would've happened if I'd just accepted the truth and took a chance on him, to tell him how I really felt all those years ago.... then maybe..... things might of turned out differently.

If only.... I could go back in time. If only.... I could of seen back then just what an idiot I had been, then perhaps maybe, just maybe, I could've been the one to make the blonde happy all this time. 

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[A/N: So I got another new idea!!!!

Yeah.... This will also be Slow updates because basically... I just literally came up with this story 2 seconds ago.... Hahahaha~

I haven't thought this story all the way through so really.... I'm just making it up as I go along]

[12/2/2014 - 2:05 AM]