Chapter Eight: Feelings

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"W-well," Yoongi continued, sipping at the warm milk Hoseok gave him since Yoongi wasn't in the mood for hot chocolate. He took a few small sips before settling it on the coffee table, "I-I've been in The Black Doe for 12 Years. I was 11 and at 15 I started going on assignments and stuff. I was too proud with all the praise I was getting, I'm such a great assassin. I started realizing I was breaking up families and began hating it, if someone was in the house other than the target I would freak out and feel so bad. That's why I took the twins."

Hoseok listened to the older's words as he rubbed the older yet smaller's thigh. It was a calming and encouraging action for Yoongi.

"I don't know what to do. I had an ex who used to take advantage of me when I wasn't in the "correct subspace." He's not a bad person, just I guess being a dom and his sex drive didn't match up. If I was slipping into the pain kinda subspace, he'd stop to make sure I was still sensitive enough, I wished he just let me slip, cause fuck that hurt. He ignored our safeword too. But sometimes I'd slip into the kind of subspace I would around you, where I just want to be taken care of, no crazy sex, just dom and sub. He never got that message a-and would try to get me to have sex with him anyway. I go almost completely nonverbal when in subspace s-so I couldn't say no, I barely remember what happened."

"Yoongi, that's rape."

Yoongi nodded, "I know. But It's okay. I broke up with him. He used to be in The Black Doe too, but found a better place."

"Oh Kitten," Hoseok pulled Yoongi closer, "That's not healthy at all."

"I know."

"I....said I wanted to join the Black Doe. I don't really. I just want to get revenge on my father for killing my mother. My mother got us the separate house because my dad is abusive, despite how rich and grand he is. About a year later, my sister killed herself and when I went back to tell my mother, I found out she was dead because my dad got so mad at her."

Yoongi whimpered, snuggling closer to Hoseok.

"I'm sorry, this is really depressing. Wanna just sleep, we've been talking for a while," Hoseok muttered.

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"Y-Yoon? What time is it?"

"Uh like 2 am," The sub spoke quietly, he straddled Hoseok's hips and had grinded on him until he woke up.

"What are you doing? Why?"

"I woke up horny~" He whined.

"Yoongi, please, it's early, jerk off and go back to sleep."

"No. I want you, you're a dom and I haven't had consented sex in a while. I'll stop if you really want me to."

"Shit, fine."

Yoongi giggled, tugging off Hoseok's boxers since that was all Hoseok slept in more than half the time.

Hoseok hummed as Yoongi wrapped his hands around Hoseok's length, jerking him off slowly.

Hoseok groaned, bucking his hips a bit.

Yoongi did it until Hoseok was hard, the younger biting his lip to keep from pouncing on this tiny being.

Yoongi quickly took off his own clothes but before he could do anything Hoseok put 2 fingers to his face.

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