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Chapter 4

Jungkooks Pov
I didn't sleep all night. I just couldn't sleep. I kept thinking about that guy who I bumped into. I grabbed my phone and went onto Instagram and saw that somebody followed me. Who is this? Taebby.7? I went onto his profile and saw that he was following the cute, hot, aggressive guy. I scrolled through his Instagram and finally found a face picture of him. He's really pretty. I'm really confused right now.

I know I am gay or bi, one of those two options, which is why I left home to go live in the dormitory's, just in case they find out. Don't get me wrong, I don't care about my parents and what they think but I do care about money and my intuition since they still pay for it, which is why I haven't called them or contacted them back. I'm still the heir of their company although I betrayed them and their trust by leaving and almost taking my life when they were in the other room. That attempt failed like all the rest which was 7 times. My parents don't believe that I have problems with my mental and emotional health. They think I am faking it for attention and that I am healthy which is not true at all. I feel like shit all the fucking time but they don't understand that. They don't even realize how much I changed since I was 10 and that made my mental and emotional health get worse. I just wanted their love.

I threw my phone onto the bed and laid down after I followed both of those cute guys. I wonder if I could ever get with them, not like I have a chance to both of them. They both most likely have boyfriends or might not even be gay or bi. Whoever they are with are very lucky.

I didn't even realize that my thinking about all of these things would take 2 hours. It's now 9:09 am. My class starts at 9:30. Ugh this class is a 2 hour lecture. I guess I can take a nap till then.

I get dressed into a white plain shirt with black jeans and timberlands. When I walked into the hall I see the cute guy from Instagram. Taebby.7...who is that holding his hand? I swear I saw those big shoulders and tall body before. I swear he fucked my sister before. He turns to look at Taebby.7 and that's when I realized who it was. Kim Seokjin!? He's my sister's boyfriend..what is he doing, holding that cute guys hand?! If he's fucking cheating on Irene then I'm kicking his ass.

"Hey Taehyung, I'm gonna go check something. I'll be right back and meet up with you later. Okay?" They seem like their friends.

"Okay Jin. I love you babe!" I love..you?

My heart shattered a little. I don't even know the guy. I didn't even know his name, what the fuck am I going on about. Fucking stupid head ass depressed ass bitch.

"K bye." He doesn't say it back? That bitch crazy?

I see this Taehyung guy let go of his hand in a harsh way and sadly smiles. When Jin walks my direction, his smile drops to a frown. Taehyung is too beautiful to be frowning.

When Jin reaches closer to my dorm, I grab his shoulder and turn him around to face me.

"So you have a boyfriend huh?"

"What? No! That guy is only my friend. He's been saying 'I love you' to me when we aren't together." I'm about to beat this bitch up.

"Don't you dare fucking lie to me. I know that you are dating him AND Irene at the same time so I advise you to leave them both and let them go get actual boyfriends that will treat them better than your cheating ass!" He looks me up and down then gives me a judging type of look.

"How the hell do you know about Irene? Do you fuck her too? I knew she was a slut." He looks so friendly, man he's giving me trust issues.

"Hell no. Irene is my sister, you hoe and you are much more a slut than she will ever be. That Taehyung guy doesn't deserve you." I see the smirk on his fave drop once he heard about Irene being my sister.

"Leave me the hell alone. Everybody knows that you are a depressed freak that everybody is scared of because you are always capable of killing yourself. Most people see you as a sociopath and even a psychopath. I advise YOU to stay the hell away from my Taehyung and from ME! I don't give a shit if you are Irene's brother. Don't worry she won't be with me anytime later on. She's getting more boring then Taehyung is being since she doesn't let me get into her pants or let my make out with her."

Him and Taehyung fuck? Bitch what the fuck?

"You and Taehyung fuck? Also you better leave Irene alone. I never ever want to see your ass around Irene."

"No we do not fuck but he's going to break and let me one day. I know it. He's a good kisser." I want to kiss him.

"Fuck you." His smirk returns.

"Nah I rather not bottom to a brother of Irene's and plus I don't bottom at all." He's getting me mad. More mad than I usually get.

Jin walks away from me, slowly disappearing from my sight and going towards a random dorm. He's probably fucking a girl or another guy.

A/n: sorry to stop it there but I hope you enjoyed it! V out!