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Chapter 17

Angst.
Literally just angst throughout this chapter.

Tae's POV

I stare at the wall of my dorm, spacing out. I thought about how my relationship is. I thought about our memories and the fact that I cried in most of them. Do I really want to keep living like this..?

A tear ran down my face as I close my eyes. Once I was about to let out my bottled up tears, a knock at my door appeared.

I got up and opened it after fixing up myself a little and when I saw who was at the door, I felt my heart beat so much faster then it's regular pace.

"Jin, what are you doing here?"

"I'm here to see you. Now let me in before anybody sees me in front of your door."

"O-okay." I opened the door wider for Jin and let him in.

"I want to ask you if you want to hangout at a pond or something."

I instantly turned around after hearing that. I looked at Jin with hopeful eyes.

"You want to hangout with...me...?"

"Yeah." I felt a smile across my face.

"But, you have to walk behind me and pretend like we aren't together."

My smile dropped really fast after hearing that and I felt really angry.

"I'm done Jin."

I felt shocked after hearing myself say that. Am I really done..?

"W-what..?"

"I said I'm done."

"But you love me, right?"

"How can I stay with somebody who doesn't treat me right?"

"I treat you better than anybody else would."

"Why would I stay with somebody who doesn't even want to be affectionate with me in public? We barely have kissed, hugged or cuddled. I feel like after we had sex, you have been taking advantage of it and think that I am wrapped around your finger."

"You don't know that."

"I damn well do know that. I'm sick of being one of your secrets. I am sick of being somebody you secretly call your boyfriend but a stranger to everybody else. I am sick of telling myself that I am good enough for you and that I deserve all the pain you give me. I sick of it all, Jin."

"You little whore."

"What the fuck?"

"You're such a bitch. You should be lucky that you have me and that I go out of my way just to come to your dorm."

"If you feel like it's such a burden to be with me then why the hell are you still with me? You think I love it when you tell me that when we hangout, I have to stay away from you? I'm sick of doing that, Jin. I'm sick of it all. I think I'm done."

"No you're not. You need me. You can't be without me at all. I'm the reason why you're happy."

"I-..." I looked down, feeling tears run down my cheek.

"Come here baby." I look up at Jin to see him opening his arms. I really want to go back to him but I've done that too many times..

"No. Get out. I don't want to see you. I don't want to be with you...anymore.."

"You don't mean that."

"I-I..."

"See? You can't get rid of me. You love me too much."

"Shut up Jin! You're trying to manipulate me!"

"Fine. I'm leaving."

"Good! Don't come back!" Please come back. I was just kidding. I really want to say that but after those texts with Jungkook...I realized how awful this relationship is. I can't do it again. I can't do this.

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Yoongi's POV

"Can we please not talk about this? I don't want to talk about him."

"We can't ignore it! He's hurt from ME. He saw me hold YOUR hand and he was obviously HURT."

"HE CHEATED YOONGI."

"YOU DO NOT KNOW THAT."

"I'm leaving."

"Jackson, I swear to god, if you leave this fucking room."

"Why do you want me to stay?"

"You're not the type of person who leaves when something gets difficult, why do you want to leave now?"

"Yoongi. It's Bobby. The guy I was really close to being in love with was with another person without me knowing."

"What if he was never cheating?"

"You don't know that."

"You don't know that either."

"Shut up."

"No you."

"No you."

"Go away" Jackson laughed and I giggled. Cute.

A/n: Guess who's back