Zee don't sleep well last night.
Ever and ever he went through the script. How they want to see the kiss.
The script says that it had to be smooth. But Zee feels like it dont fit to Fighter. As he is so embarrassed of the situation that he would feel to shut Tutors teasing mouth and make it rough and really stolen, to proof to Saint err Tutor he is wrong.
He will try his best.
The last days he become more comfy with Saint, but still there are a few situations where Saint puts goosebumps on his spine.
He can't even name it, it just happens. Mostly when Saint has his eyes half open and looks up to him. It's so sexy.
Dammit no. He tries a million times to shake his head to get this words out of his head.
Zee don't like men.
Love is love. But till now he was only attracted by girls. Wait, he never had a longtime girlfriend. Lost in thoughts he gets the make up done and walks to the set.
The crew decided to keep his own style of wearing shirts half open.
When Zee sees Saint he walks to him. They startet greeting with hugs at the workshop, to feel closer.
While hugging, Zees shirt opens more and Saint tries to close it. His eyes on Zees chest let his skin burn.
He feels like Fighter and him becomes one person. Zee don't know what it is. And he don't know what to do.
He don't like men.
"Khuṇ chxb p̄hū̂chāy h̄ịm"
What? Zees eyes pops out. Why Saint asks him if he like men?
It took a few seconds for him to get that he is trying on the script for the scene they will shoot now.
Breathing in deep Zee tries to calm down.
They start filming. The part where Fighter and Tutor discuss about Hwa and that she deserves better than Fighter works really good.
Then Tutor begins with his guess about Fighter hiding his real feelings.
Zee forgets the words he have to say. He just stands up. He acts just like he would react. There is no one else then him and Saint.
When Saint/Tutor starts teasing him with this half open eyes, forcing a reaction from Fighter, he can't hold himself back.
He crashes his hands around Saints /Tutors face, pull him close and kiss him hard. Saints eyes opens wide. His breath is pushed out of his lungs. He pushes Zee away. Says his last words of the script and runs away. Zee can only look behind him confused.
The crew explode in applause, yelling and screaming.
What happened? What was that?
They finish for today. No one knows where Saint went. Zee just sit down on a bench. Because he don't know what to do or where to go.
Lost in thoughts he touches his lips. He still can feel Saints lips. He tastes so sweet. Zee guess that Saint had his fav sweets before the shoot. Or maybe it's his own taste?
Zee is so spaced out that he don't notice that one camera man keeps filming him.
He do it on his own risk.
After some time Zee gets up and tries to find Saint. Jimmy says he left for a interview. Oh. Okay, without goodbye?
Zee feels sad.
Saint runs away. He can't control himself. When Zee kissed him, his legs went week. His heart aches and his lips are burning.
His heart isn't working properly today he thought, when Zee comes to him to hug him it skipped again and when he sees this sexy chest he just want to close the shirt. He don't want anyone to see this sexy skin.
Shaking his head he tries to get clear.
Zee tastes so good. He don't find words, but this soft lips and rough hands on his face will follow him in his dreams.
After all other scenes are ready Zee sits together with the crew. They show the scenes to them, that they can see themselves and improve their acting. Zee is afraid of the kiss scene.
But it is really perfect. But wait, what is that, why is there a part of him on the bench. The director explained about it and that he loves it so much that he want it in the series. And that he will create a common scene for Tutor too.
Zee only can nod. Hopefully no one checks his real feelings behind this scene.
The next two days they have free time. Then they have a real big event with the whole crew. All actors will be introduced to the world and the trailer will be shown official.
Zee will not see Saint till this day.
They didn't even talked about the scene. Zee don't know if it was okay for Saint that he did it his way.
Zee feels like Saint is avoiding him.
Not replying much on his line messages.
Just keeps silent. No likes or comments on Instagram.
He can only accept it. Maybe he is really busy.
Park, Poppy and Zee become fitness pals and they train extrem hard this days. Zee knows he will have a lot of shirtless scenes.
So he want a perfect body.
The interview time comes closer and Zee is getting nervous.
Did he ruin everything?
Will the chemistry be gone? That will be the end of the power couple.
What should he do when he meet Saint?
It seems like Jimmy is his thought reader nowadays. They get really close. He is so much alike him . He don't force him to talk.
"Zee, stop thinking too much. All will be good."
"Why do you know what I'm thinking?"
"Since the kiss, you space out alot. You're not yourself at times. I guess there was something in for you and Saint felt it too, that's why he run away. He didn't had a interview that day."
"What? How do you know that?"
"He told me before that he would like to go out for dinner with us that night celebrate the trailer shooting."
"Okay. Err what should I do with this information?"
"Just accept that there is something between you two. Everyone sees it. Just let it flow. Don't think about it. Be yourself. Be brave and normal, so Saint will feel comfortable again and you too. In two hours we have the show and you have to be good at the stage with Saint. This interview is the beginning or the end of your career. My suggestion is, keep it real. Be yourself and behave like you did before around Saint. This will kill everyone out there. Don't act. Be yourself."
"You should be a mental trainer for actors. Thanks so much for this. I feel better now. By the way how are things between you and Tommy?"
His ears turns red.
"Um yeah. I'm just happy that our kiss scene will be done later. We are not getting along so well in being close. We are ugly at it. But I guess it fits to the roles we have to play."
"I think you're a pretty perfect couple. The challenge is that you have to hate him in the beginning and I'm sure you can't do it. I guess we are in the same situation, aren't we?"
Jimmy can only sigh and nods his head.
So they are in the same boat. Struggle with feelings and reactions of their bodies, they can't explain and have never expected, neither experienced.
Is it the same with Saint? Do he feel the same?
Yes it is. Saint feels like he is going mad. He never runs away. He is a professional actor. He knows how to act and behave. But Zee is killing him. He starts to miss him deeply.
He checks every few minutes his phone. After some time Zee stopped messaging him. That makes him feel more sad. But he don't know what to do or answer. So he feels like avoiding is the best way.
He is so freaked about the show. He can't sleep.
Only two more hours till he see him again.
He feels like running away again.
What should he do?
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Run Saint run
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FanfictionWhen Zee and Saint met at the casting for why ru. There is a light fire between them. After refusing the feelings, comes enlightening and then? Zee never thought he could love a guy.. And he has never thought that fucking a guy is everything he e...
