He isn't my Boyfriend [O.H]

11

It's been a week from the embarassing incident with Ethan. So I have been avoiding Ethan and tried not to do the project. But Ethan texted me last night that we had to go on with the project and so that he would come to my house after school today. And I knew to get good grades I had to do the project. I just don't need to talk to him while talking, right? Can't be that hard. But today I had  wierd feeling when I woke up. I have been questioning myself about my sexuality from the second I woke up. I don't want to think about it but I won't leave my head and it some how seems very serious.

I was sitting in the cafeteria with my friends. I was picking at my food and still thinking about that bullshit sexuality stuff. 

"Hey Smith, you and Peter, you guys carpool right?"

"Yeah, thanks for noticing now Hansol."

"I mean, did he say at least 'hi'? He hasn't talked the whole day today! You guys all don't find it weird?"

"Well, when I said hi he fif say 'mmm-hmm' if that counts as talking."

I sometimes feel I getting some distance with Lia. I'm not sure but I do know that sometimes Ethan turns me on slightly. Wait, I'm attrated to Ethan? I can't be.....am I? Well, I do like how he touches me and...and...yeah......

Does this mean....I'm attracted to Ethan? I'm attracted to Ethan! But I have to make sure of this... how....I could have a little test after school. just a little test. 

My leg, I have to stop shaking my leg. Ethan is sitting right next to me and how am I suposed to test it? I can't just ask him 'Hey Ethan, so can I kiss you?'. I would look dumb. I don't eve know if I'm fulling gay or something. It's not a fact. But instead I know Ethan is gay for a fact. I turn to Ethan and find him playing a game on his phone! that bitch! He should be working.

"Stop. Focus on the project, you aren't allowed to use your phone until we finish his today." And I snatch the phone from him. 

"What? No! I was winning!" He tried to get his phone back but I held it higher.

"Nope not allowed."

And I held it higher and then he jumped and tripped and the next thing I found myself lying and him on top of me. Our eyes locked and it fell silent. I don't know why but my mouth started to speak without my permission.

"Y-your gay...right? It's what I heard from our friends."

"So?"

"I don't know mine these days. It's confusing."

"And?"

"I want to test myself."

"By?"

"Um...excuse me." I held on his coller and gave a small kiss. More than a kiss I would rather call it a long peck on his lips. I released and looked at him. He first looked confused but then looked like he got the idea.

"So? How was the test?"

"I-I'm not sure."

"Then how would you know now? The test failed."

I didn't say anything. He's got a point.

"I'll wait for you to come to me, but that doesn't mean I'll stop trying to get you to come to me."

Now that just made me go nervous and everything....fuck this asshole.

"Kiss me." 

He didn't hesitate and leaned in as I pulled on his coller so our lips met at the middle. Yep, the small long peck on the lips was a mistake. The kiss didn't feel wrong. It felt perfectly right and I wanted more and more as the kiss became more and more passionate as seconds passed. 

As his hands moved to my waist my arms wraped around his neck and my hands led themselves to his hair, tugging at the roots of his hair. Then he gave a moan. My eyes widened but I have to admit that it also turned me on. Suddenly...

Click

we heard a click coming from my front door.