It's been a month since Joseph confess to Yanyan.
" So what's the real score between you two Yan? " Carla asked while combing Amber's hair. They are going out this evening. They are now at Yanyan's room because he has a lot of tools when it comes to making yourself pretty.
" Hmm well, he is still not my boyfriend " Both girls immediately look at yanyan with wide eyes. Shock was evident in their faces.
" Wait a minute, are you saying that I just assume that you two are already a thing? Ships I'm sorry Yan " now it was Yanyan's time to be shocked with what Amber said. Sorry for what? Yanyan's eyebrow furrowed, he was confused.
" Well you see Yan, Amber and I kinda tell all the FYH member that you two are already dating, sorry " Carla
" You did what? Oh My Grades! so that's why they were saying they're happy with me and Joseph the other day, You crazy fools " Even though Yanyan said that he is still smiling and blushing.
" When are you going to answer him? " Amber
" This Valentine's maybe, we have a date " Yanyan.
"Are you sure it's a date?? Cause everytime I see you too you always make tiktok " Carla
Yanyan eyes went wide. Did they notice? Take a deep breath yan. And so he did.
" It's not like you always see us Carl, and making tiktok is also our bonding. That's also one of the reason why we are together, right? " Yanyan awkwardly laugh.
The duo nodded, agreeing with Yanyan.
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" We're gonna go now Yan, thank you " Amber and Carla kissed Yanyan's cheeks and leave his room.
He lay at his bed while thinking about a certain person. Are we really gonna do this? But what if the fans hate us? What if they hate me, I-i c-cant--i d-dont want that to happen again. He curled at his bed holding his hair.
"AAAARRRGGGHHHHH " he yelled at his own thoughts, he was over thinking and that's not good for him.
Suddenly the door of his room opened and a worried face entered.
" Darling what happened? Why are you screaming? " the person walk up to Yanyan and looked at him being so stressed about something.
"What should I do??, I don't know what to do again, help me mom " Yanyan hugged her Mother, his Mother was always the one that comfort him in everything. He think that his Mom always has answers for his question.
" There....there.... Is this about yours and Joseph's fans again?? " She hugged Yanyan back, she knows his son needed her right now. Yanyan looked at her with teary eyes and pouty lips. He nodded and she smile.
" You know what Yan, you have to stop thinking about what others think about you and start to think what makes you happy, make their hates a motivation, cause they will not drag you down if you're not above them " She smiled at Yanyan but her son looked like he has something else in his mind.
" What is it?? Spill it out, I know you want to say something " Yanyan's Mom.
" You know I can't stop thinking about what others think of me Ma, I want to but it's so hard " His mother sigh, but still smiled at him.
" How about this, you keep thinking about them, what do you get from that?? Depression!! what if you think about what makes you happy, what do you get?? HAPPINESS of course, I rather choose happiness Yan, they don't know you that's why they judge you and you don't know them so why give attention to people who doesn't support you? Please baby stop overthinking okay? You just have to think about the people who loves you and support you " His mom kissed his head and ruffled his hair.
" For example, think about Joseph " Yanyan giggled at his mom. She always understand me,B-but...
Yanyan smiled at his mom and hugged her tighter.
" Thank you for everything Mom, I love you " Yan²
" I love you too, I must go now and cook for y'all and stop OVERTHINKING! got it? " Yan²'s Mom.
" Yes mom " his mom then leave him in his room.
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"I just wish I won't make any dumb decision"
and then he made some Tiktok contents to distract himself.
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AN: I'm sorry that I didn't update this past few weeks. Cause I didn't think people would read what I write and also I lost motivations to write and I'm not a good writer that's why this is what i came up with. Sorry if there are grammatical errors and sorry if there are things that you can't understand. Thank you for the votes 😘😘💓💓💓
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