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💣Katsuki Bakugo X Suicidal Reader💣

TRIGGER WARNING!
Suicide will be included in this one shot so if you don't like suicidal/depressing angst then please don't read further!
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(Y/n) POV
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It has been exactly a week since Bakugo broke up with me. He dumped me for that stupid, dumb bitch Ochako. I was currently laying on my bed in the dark as I cried. It was 7:30pm so I knew that Bakugo wouldnt be asleep yet.

I decided that I was going to end it all. I can't take it anymore. The feeling of depression, the feeling of not being enough and the feeling of numbness. I used to resort to cutting but that just doesn't work anymore. I grabbed some rope that I bought a couple of weeks ago when I was going to hang myself but talked myself out of it.

I threw on a hoodie and a pair of converses and put the rope in a black addidas bag and walked out into the common room. I saw Bakugo sitting on the couch. He was making out with Ochako so he didn't see me. I put my hood up to hide my face and ran out of the dorms. I ran to the closest park and found a big tree. I took the rope out and tied it into a noose.

I set the noose up on the thickest branch and pulled out my phone. I dialled Bakugos number. It went straight to voicemail. 'Fucking hell Bakugo.' I thought. I started talking when I heard the beep.

"Hello, its me, (y/n). I know I shouldn't have called but I really didn't know who else to turn to. Remember last time we talked? You said I should kill myself. I just, I just wanted to speak to you before - well I think you know what I'm saying. If you're there please pick up, please. Just for a minute, please." I choked out, fighting back the tears.

I heard the woman on the phone. "Message deleted." I cried. "Bloody hell!" I yelled. I put my phone in my backpack and looked up at the noose.

I climbed the tree and sat on the branch and put the noose around my neck. I cried as I started shuffling off the branch. I took a deep breath and then pushed myself off the branch. The rope instantly tightened around my throat and I struggled, gasping for air. Suddenly I heard a sickening crack and everything went black.

Bakugos POV
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I was sitting in my dorm room with Ochako and we were both on my bed making out when my phone started to ring. I looked at it and saw that it was (y/n). I was reaching for it to pick up when suddenly Ochako picked it up and declined the call. "Hey!" I said angrily. The voicemail she left then started to play.

"Hello, its me, (y/n). I know I shouldn't have called but I really didn't know who else to turn to. Remember last time we talked? You said I should kill myself. I just, I just wanted to speak to you before - well I think you know what I'm saying. If you're there please pick up, please. Just for a minute, please." She sounded like she was fighting back the tears.

I was about to call her back because even though I dumped her, I don't want her to kill herself. Ochako immediately deleted it. "What the fuck? She is going to kill herself and you simply just delete the message?" I yell at her. "She is just trying to get you to go back to her. She told me so." She said. I sighed. "Ok." I replied as I started making out with her again.

[Time skip to the morning

I woke up to my alarm clock. I looked over and saw that it was 6am.'Perfect time for me to go on a Saturday morning walk.' I thought as I got up and got ready.

I was walking past my favourite park. I went to go sit on a bench and I walked past a big tree. I looked at a backpack and saw that it was (y/n)s. I froze as my heart skipped a beat. I slowly looked up and saw (y/n)s lifeless body hanging there. My eyes widened in shock as I cried. My body started moving without my control. I climbed the tree and untied to rope.

(Y/n) fell to the floor. I immediately called an ambulane and while I was waiting for them to arrive I untied the noose. When the ambulance arrived I let them take over. After about 10 minutes one of the paramedics came up to me. "I'm so sorry but there is nothing we can do. She's gone." He said.

I broke down in tears. 'I'm so sorry (y/n) I could have saved you.' I thought as I walked back to the dorms. I looked up at the sky. 'Now you will be a beautiful angel to help guide the lost souls in this world to the right path.' I thought as I smiled.
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