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💣 Suicidal Bakugo x Brother Reader 💣

!! Trigger warning!!
Suicide and gore
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(Y/n) POV
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My name is (y/n) Bakugo, I'm Katsuki Bakugos older brother. I'm currently in the hero course class 3A. Katsuki is in class 1A. My quirk is that I can create a glue like substance that I can either use as a super glue or I can create explosions with it.

I've been really concerned about my brother lately, he has been through a lot and I think it is starting to take a toll on his mental health, especially the last incident. He was kidnapped by the league of villains and then All Might was forced to retire while trying to save him and he has been blaming himself. We used to be so close but now he never talks to me.

I talked to Midoriya and he said that apparently Katsuki hasn't come out of his room other then classes for a couple of weeks and he hasn't been eating. Whenever he does one out of his room he hides his arms. I know exactly what's happening but I just need permission from my homeroom teacher and Shota Aizawa, the class 1A homeroom teacher to go to Katsukis dorm.

I finnaly got cleared to go and I quickly left with nothing but my phone. I had a bad feeling in my stomach. I only ever got this feeling when something bad has happened to Katsuki. I felt like I was going to puke and I started running from my dorm room.

I ran through the hallway and into the common room where all of the people in my class was sitting. They looked at me as I stood there for a second, starting to panic. My best friend, Kotone, was about to put her hand on my shoulder to try and calm me down when suddenly I started running again. I ran out the door and I started going towards 1As dorms.

I pulled out my phone and called Bakugos phone. I listened to the ringing as I ran as fast as I could. "Come on Katsuki pick up your god damn phone" I whispered before hearing it go to voicemail. I hung up and tried again but the same thing happened. "Fuck!" I screamed as I saw the dorms come into view.

After what felt like an eternity I finally got to the dorms. I ran in and saw Midoriya sitting with a couple of other people. He saw how distressed I was and as I caught my breath I heard my phone go off. I opened it to see a voice message from Katsuki. I pressed play on it and it played out loud for everyone to hear.

"Hey (y/n) I uhm I know that you probably are already on your way since you felt that feeling in your stomach because some things wrong with me, well I am alright, at least I will be alright soon, and so will you. As soon as I'm gone, I will be in a better place and you will be happy that I'm gone, so uhm I guess this is goodbye, I love you so much"

The voice message ended and it looked like everyone who heard it was going to cry. I felt the phone slip out of my hand onto the floor and I immediately ran towards Bakugos room, taking the stairs since it would be a lot faster then the elevator.

I looked behind me to see Midoriya running behind me and Kirishima as well. I finally got to Katsukis dorm and I heard him crying. "Katsuki?" I was trying to sound calm so that he wouldn't panic and if he was on a chair with his head through a noose then he might fall. "Katsuki, it's (y/c) can you open the door please?" I looked at Midoriya and Kirishima.

"Are you alone?" He asked quietly through sobs and I signalled for Midoriya and Kirishima to leave. They left and a couple of other people had come out to see what the commotion was and as soon as they saw me crying they instantly knew it was bad and they went back into their dorms.
"I am I promise, are you going to open the door now?" I was trying to hide my fear and sadness for him.

I heard the lock clicking and then the door slowly opened and I saw Katsuki crying. I pushed the door open and quickly walked in before closing the door again and locking it. Once it was locked I immediately engulfed Katsuki in a giant bear hug. He was going to get a hug whether he liked it or not. To my surprise he hugged me back. I sunk to my knees with him in my arms and I cradled him, holding onto him as if I was trying to hold him together, stop him from falling apart.

He cried hard and I just allowed him to, it was the most I could do since he felt like I was the only person he could cry in front of. He held onto me for dear life and just cried, soaking my shirt with tears but I really couldn't care less. He suddenly stood up and I stood up with him. I smiled as he pulled away from me hoping he felt better but then he suddenly opened the door and pushed me out before closing it and locking it. I was confused for a second before I heard the clicking of a gun being loaded and my eyes widened as my heart dropped.

"Katsuki don't!" I screamed as I rattled the door handle trying to get in but it was locked. "I'm sorry" He said quietly as the feeling returned to my stomach. I started rattling the door harder to try and get in, gaining the attention of Mina who happened to be walking past on the way back to her dorm. She froze in shock. "Katsuki stop please talk to me you don't have to do this! You're all I have plea-" I screamed at the top of my lungs as I heard a gunshot and then I heard Bakugos body fall to the floor.

Mina heard it too and she screamed, getting scared by my scream and she quickly ran over to me, melting the lock and then she backed away to allow me to get in. I opened the door and I felt like I was going to puke. The smell of fresh crimson red blood filled my nostrils and I saw My brother laying on the floor, dead, his brains blown out through the side of his head and splattered on the wall.

I cried out in agony as I ran to him and rested his head on my lap, not caring that I had parts of his head and his blood were on my clothes I just wanted to be close to him one more time. I screamed again, but this time the scream was more of a cry and Mina peeked into the room, seeing the scene she immediately ran to get Mr Aizawa.

The teachers sent the students home except for me. I was given some new clothes and I was moved outside as the paramedics put Katsukis body on the stretcher. I was placed in an ambulance with a blanket wrapped around my body. I simply stared at the ground and didn't say a single thing any time that anyone tried to talk to me and soon they gave up and left me alone.

I saw them bring Katsuki out on the stretcher with a white blanket over his deceased body and my heart broke all over again. I simply cried while watching the other ambulance drive away with Katsuki.

"I could have saved him, I had him right in my arms" I whispered to the paramedic who was sitting beside me. She didn't know what to do but she finally put an arm around my shoulders and held me close. "None of this is your fault, the only person who could have saved that boy was himself." She said in a calm tone. I acted like I believed her but I really didn't.

That night I didn't sleep well and the next day I was excused from class and I went home to my parents. They knew that I had tried to save him but they just said the exact same thing that the paramedic said.

The funeral would be in a week, I'm not excited at all, I mean who would be?
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(A/n) Haha I'm crying (๑'̥̥̥>ω<̥̥̥'๑)
I hope you guys enjoyed reading this story just as much as I enjoyed writing it! I am going to write a part two soon, it will take place at the funeral.