Every year a birthday celebration is held and the most important part to their pack is a wish as the thing they believed "with time it will come true", the year that jungkook became 18 he started to make a wish, what every werewolf would want when...
They started giving me their endless gifts i took every gift and started opening them one by one
"really hyung" i said annoyingly but smiling a bit as i smacked hoseoks head with the bunny stuff toy
"admit it, you love it!" he said laughing as i put the stuff toy on my lap as i continued opening the gifts
"aww thank you noona" i said to Yebin noona, Suga hyung mate, while holding the big picture frame of all of us laughing together
"eyy i always gotchu" she said winking at me as i giggled at her cuteness
"hey im still here!" suga hyung said jealousy heard in his tone as yebin noona kissed his left cheek, he smiled in return of the kiss
(ahh here we go again my jealousy ahh i wish i had someone.. im here too!! Moon Goddess when?!? where are you when im calling for you sigh)
I continued opening presents and the last one has to be from Rm hyung since his the alpha, he handed me a small box
Inside was two shining bracelets which are supposed to be for mates
"you'll find your mate trust me" He always say that every year and its making me lose hope on finding her but my wolf wouldn't let me
"thank you hyung" i said smiling slightly as he hugged me and the others joined in
"ohh time for cake!!" chin-sun noona said happily as they gave me the knife to slice the cake
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"guys its getting cold isn't it?" i said closing each window seen in our packs house
"oof yeah.." jimin hyung said grabbing his jacket near him
"woah! Its really getting cold" Rm hyung said going to his room maybe getting his jacket also
"the air-conditions are not even on" Yebin noona said confused as i continued doing my work
We were just working here with some business for the pack then we felt the cold getting in, but we thought its normal but damn its really cold, this never happened before, maybe a bit cold but not THIS cold
"someone turn on the heater pls" Suga hyung said still typing on his laptop, working endlessly
"i gotchu hyung" Jhope hyung said getting the remote for the heater, and it calmed us a bit
"is there something wrong??" i asked our alpha, Rm hyung, but he just furrowed his eyebrows closing all the black curtains that are hung around
"i gotta go to the other regions if they already consulted the omegas, just to check.. I feel like their is something wrong.. This is not normal weather" Rm hyung said going to his room as jimin stood up automatically since his the beta
"be careful hyung.. And you too jimin hyung" i said seriously as they went upstairs to place their stuff in their room
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Rm hyung came down calling our Luna, Soo ah noona telling her to take care of us as she nodded obediently
"we will be back tomorrow be careful here" Rm hyung said looking at us that are staying in the house
Before leaving both said their goodbye to their mates as i just looked at them, hoping i would have mine already
"yeh don't worry.. Just be careful on your way" Suga hyung said as they both leave the pack house
I went to my room surprised by the sudden snow outside,i turned off the air-condition and turned on the heater as i clime on my bed, shutting down my laptop
i stared at my ceiling feeling the loneliness in me again
(what a tiring happy day...i dont even know what to feel anymore)
my eyes fall back down on my window,Its already 10pm but the snow is still visible due to the brightness of the moon
(i know for sure later would be another suffering..ugh.i hate this.i should sleep and forget this awful thoughts)
--------------12pm-------------
my body is sweating so bad
my heart is beating so fast its thumping in my head making me crazy
my muscles is shaking
my eyes are tearing up
my fist closing tightly
my bones are cracking
i stood up fastly getting out the house running as fast as i can before i changed again
this time i succeeded in taking on the pain and didn't let my wolf out
I ran weakly.. Now a little far away from the house, I screamed my lungs out, still trying to prevent my wolf getting out
I screamed more in pain
Then suddenly, it all erased
I breathed heavily.. Being so confused, i started to feel relaxed and more calm making me more confused
I found myself standing beside a river again
But a different one, a river i haven't seen before
I layed down on the snow feeling its coldness on my body but i seem to enjoy it, so i just continued laying down
"i know you hear me moon goddess" i said speaking to the blue shaded sky
Why me?
Why do i have to suffer like this?
I mean do i deserve this?
I really don't understand why cant i be like others?
I laughed at myself in sadness
"they have their mates and living happily while im here watching them being happy" i said looking at the clear full moon
"ive been like this for years isn't it enough now?i wanna live...
"i can make you happy" A voice said echoing startling me so bad
"who are you? "
______________________________________ Ill end it here for now just wanted to post this part for a while anyways hope you enjoyed it and wait for the next part you will find out soon who was the echoing voice
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