Murderer (KTH)

Week 1 - Thursday

I was at school in the gym. We were having an assembly, mourning the death of Min Yoongi. For what's worth now, I'll actually miss that guy. He made it fun to win over Lizzie. I actually liked the challenge. I wish I could just turn back time and not be so impatient. Damn, why'd I do that? I'm so stupid! And now she's crying her eyes out in front of everyone.

"He was m-my best-bestfriend..." She sobbed even more. "He was sometimes mean to me, but I-I kn-know deep down... He-he c-cared about me. A-and didn't wa-want anything..." She sniffed and wiped her tears. "D-didn't want any-anything to h-happen to me." She finished. She cried more.

I got up and went to hug her tightly. "I didn't know him that much, but I can tell you. He wouldn't want you to he crying this much over him. He'd want you to be happy, and live the best life you can without him," I acted. She nodded.

I let go of her and she went to sit down. And this may come off as a shock for most of you, but I wrote something down for this. And in my opinion it's very heart warming.

I walked up on the stage to the podium. I cleared my throat. I'm so glad I took acting class. I began to "cry". "I didn't r-really know Yoongi. But what I do know about him..." Ahh, I bet Yoongi ghost is cursing me right now. "He wouldn't want us to grieve over his death like this! He'd want us to be happy and try our best not to forget about him. But to move on with our lives." I whipped my tears. I can see it! Ghost Yoongi yelling at me. I tried not to chuckle at the thought.

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Throughout the day everyone was either sad or didn't care. And I fall into the didn't care category. But you know? I had to act like a cared with around Elizabeth. And God... I was barely able to speak around her. I stumbled on my words. But it made her smile and laugh, which was a plus.

"I still can't believe Yoongi is gone! It feels so surreal," she cried. I held her tightly. I have butterflies in my stomach now!

"H-he... M-might..." I paused and looked up out of embarrassment. I heard her giggle and she poked me.

"What's wrong tough guy? I thought you never stutter," Oh, I remember that. I told her that I don't stutter.

And after that I walked her home. And guess what!? She kissed my cheek!

We arrived at her home. She unlocked the door with her key. "Thank you, Taehyung," Damn when she says my name I get easily excited. If you know what I mean... ;) "I had an amazing time with you!" I smiled and waved "bye".

She was about to walk inside her house but stoped. She did a 180 and ran up to me. She leaned in and kissed my cheek.

"I-i... Wow..." I stammered. She giggled.

"If you keep this up... Your cheek won't be the only thing that I kiss," she winked. I stood there blankly. She walked back into her house and closed the door.

God! Why are my pants tight? Oh... Um... You weren't supposed to hear that... Let's act like that never happened, yeah?

Bye, everyone! Hope you have a great time even in quarantine! Just make sure to do the basic hygienic stuff, like: Wash your hands, take showers, clean your surroundings. And you should be fine from the COVID-19...

And I remember I said I wouldn't publish this book until it's completely ready. But I'm satisfied with what's going on right now, and how it's turning out. Are you, too? Let me know in the comments. And vote won't hurt as well... No? Ok...