Awaken

Resentment

I be roaming around thinking
Whether or not I be really trippen
Shit really shouldn't be a question
My love & loyalty is deeply destined
How tf can a mothafucka be so cruel
Without trust we have nothing that's the fuckin rule
How you think everything is a game but there's nun funny
Had me in fuckin debt finna loose my money
Too much investment how could've we ended
Over accusations & bull shit just pretending
Like we love each other but all of that was just a fluke
Now we gone our separate ways & want nun to do (with each other)
Sorry shit had to end this way
I tried to beg you for my forgiveness, but your acceptance was fake
I tried to move forward until the end
But the Lord has striken me once again
To see clearly now that shit wasn't destined to be
I swear to God, sometimes I don't even recognize me
From all the fussing & fighting we done ever had
That's why I be kinda relieved & kinda glad
This shit is over
Time is moving slower
To heal everything & feel good as a clover
So move over
For someone else to do the things you were supposed to
Have forgiveness, move on no matter what we go thru