They must think I'm insane
Just plain insane in the membrane
I'm getting worse & you don't even know
How fucking painful it is being trapped, can't open the door
Being drowned in your own thoughts
Is it worse than being alone, smoking pot
I know I can't breathe when my heart drops
Who would call to check on me, off tops?
I'm never gunna amount to anything
Is the sun ever gunna start rising
thru my bedroom window
All I can do is cry on my pillow
Salty tears, hell have no fear, child maybe you're just trippen
Mind doing backflips, gahdamn what is this?
Am I a disappointment?
Shit feels like a scar w/o no treatment of ointment
Yes, it does sound crazy
But I don't wanna be babied
I wipe my own tears & pick myself up
You can make it, don't ever give up!
Once I feel the ambition
there's gunna be another mission
directions to make it thru this troubled place called life
So should I think twice?
About cutting this beautiful skin with a knife?
Blast my brain til there is no more pain?
You would think I'm insane
This is not a game!
Let Him guide me, I promise to be brave
YOU ARE READING
Awaken
PoesíaThis is for those who are open minded, free spirited, creative, versatile, outgoing, kind souls. I hope you enjoy reading my work (poetry/lyrics) as much as I do writing.
