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𝙃𝙤𝙬?

How can I make this heart be mended?
Hope this mask of fake happiness will be removed
Tired of holding back these tears of sadness
Craving for love that has never given me, yet it's so less

How can I make these pair of eyes be closed?
Be numb and deaf for always knowing the truth
How can I live enough in this world so gray?
Seeking for attention yet no one came

How long will I stop torturing myself?
Losing all the confidence that I build up
How can I stop myself for saying yes to everything?
When all they have given me was pure wickedness and insincerity

How can I be strong?
When all you do is to make me feel that I am weak
How can I feel the pure contentment?
When all you do is to make me feel that I am nothing, unwanted and so hard to keep?