Stress part 2//Jaeyong

Chapter 10

Taeyong moved in the bed, and Jaehyun arms. He was still not asleep. Because apparently the voice in his head was making him unable to sleep. It's was official. He was crazy.

Taeyong was still unaware that he was not the only one that was pretending to be asleep. So after a while, he removed Jaehyun arm from his waist and he got up from the bed. With one more look at his lover he walked out from the room quietly.

He was planning to go back in his room. Maybe if he was alone, he would be able to stop the voice. Though he doubts very much about it. The whole dorm was dark. Meaning that everybody had went to sleep. Meaning that it's was pretty late and he's the only one who's still asleep.

Halfway towards his room, Taeyong covered his mouth with wide eyes and he rushed to the bathroom where he collapsed against the toilet and he threw up. Apparently his minds fucks with him so much, to the point where he got sick.

Meanwhile, Jaehyun knew that Taeyong was not asleep. Mostly because he moved to much in his arms and usually when the older is asleep, he doesn't move at all. And that makes Jaehyun pretty worried.
At least he was glad that he pretend to be asleep and he didn't went to sleep for real.

When he felt Taeyong removing his arm and he saw him leaving the bed and the room, the worry had spiked up in the younger male. He waited a couple of minutes before he got up from the bed and left the room silently.

He saw that the whole dorm was dark, but he also manged to make out the form of his lover. When Taeyong had stopped walking, Jaehyun thought that his presence had been felt. But then he realized that he was wrong when he saw his boyfriend covering his mouth and rushing in the bathroom direction. Jaehyun didn't wasted anymore time and he immediately rushed after Taeyong.

Taeyong flinched when he felt an hand rubbing his back, as he threw up. Normally he would feel comfort in the gesture. But not now. After he stopped he immediately pushed the hand away and backed from the person.

"Taeyong", the person said worriedly and when the older one looked up he saw his lover.

Jaehyun was about to approach Taeyong but the words that he heard had made him stop.

"No. Stay away. Don't come any closer", he said as he curled up on himself against the bed.

Pathetic

Good for nothing

Untalented

Not fit to be a leader.

And many other things. That's what Taeyong was hearing in his mind.

Each word was sending blow after blow to his heart, making Taeyong curl on himself tighter as he cried.

Jaehyun was frozen in spot for a second. The reason. Because this is something that had happened before. A couple of weeks after they became a couple.
He can't believe that it's was happening again.

And because it does, Jaehyun suspects that something else, besides what he had been told, had happened in Italy.

When he heard his beloved crying, he was brought from his frozen state and he ignored what Taeyong had said and he approached his lover.

He kneeled down ans he touched Taeyong shoulder gently. He immediately felt his lover flinch at his touch, but Jaehyun ignored it and he gathered the older boy in his arms, pressing him closer to his chest.

In the beginning Taeyong body was tense as it shook with his cries. But once he felt Jaehyun touch against, his body was starting to gradually relax.

Jaehyun was shushig his lover as he rubbed his back and rocked him gently. His heart was paining him to see the love of his life in such a great distress.

After a few minutes he saw that the cries had died down and he felt Taeyong going limp in his arms.

Looking down Jaehyun sighed. His poor lover had cried himself to sleep.

He stood up from the floor with Taeyong in his arms and he walked out from the bathroom. Fortunately the noise hadn't woken up anyone, and he manged to make his way in the bedroom without problems.

Back in his bedroom he laid Taeyong down in the bed and he brushed his hand through the soft hair with a sad sigh.

He was very tempted to woke up the older and ask him what was wrong, what made him so distress to the point where he threw up and cried himself to sleep. But most importantly what happened in that place.

Jaehyun stopped his actions and he touched Taeyong forehead. A brief flashback come to him, about Taeyong ragging with fever when he was in the same situation like now.

Fortunately Taeyong was warm. But not with a fever. Jaehyun sighed and he climbed in the bed, before he once again gathered Taeyong in his arms.

He might as well go to sleep now. He can feel that tomorrow is going to be a very long and hard day.