"Fantasy and make-believes"
"I can't believe we're okay now! I can not wait to see you in the future. To hug you, to kiss you, to be with you! I can't believe another year will pass and we will still be together. Problems are always here by our side, but our promise to do "us vs problems" is still there, right? I am glad we can do this together, I appreciate you being there by my side."
" I am glad, up until now, you still love me after all I have done. You made me a better person, and I will also do the same. I am so glad that we will start all over again, my love. You are special to me, I will never let you go. Thank you for staying with me up until now, thank you for forgiving me. Someday, when we grow older, we'll watch as our kids ask us about our life", and we'll mention all of the happy ones.
I love listening to myself, I love saying these things. I would love to say these words above to you, that's why I will believe in my fantasy when you're gone. I will believe we are still okay while you're gone. I will still believe my own fantasy and make-believes. I know I am torturing myself but if I drown myself with fiction, it will come out true to myself. I rather let it be that way. To believe in my fantasy and make-believes.
Because I love you, and I will continue to hurt myself everyday thinking of US. I love you. Even though our relationship is long gone. I will die believing this fantasy and make-believes.
I love you, really...
YOU ARE READING
// 𝙋𝙤𝙚𝙢𝙨 𝙁𝙤𝙧 𝙏𝙝𝙚 𝙃𝙪𝙣𝙜𝙧𝙮 𝙎𝙤𝙪𝙡𝙨 //
PoetryToast to our moments that became memories! Memories that became our lessons And lessons that made our souls hungry Only capable of filling it up by indulging into the world of poetry
