Working with You Again | book 2 | M.Y.G |

Ep3

i hug jungkook who has glossy eyes and was about to cry . i was very happy to him and he was avoiding my eyes when the others started talking to me . many thoughts started to cloud my mind when jungkook suddenly burst out crying while hugging me back

"I HATE U Y/N YOU LEFT WITHOUT ANY WORDS" he said hugging me tightly while tears keep falling from his eyes . it will be an understatement if i would say that my eats are perfectly fine even if he shouted right beside it

"do you know how many times we try not to cry when all the people around you starts to question where u are and u dont know what to say but ignore it do you know how much we want to kill yoongi for what he have done to you do you know how many times we stay up all night thinking that you will just open the door and come back to us and i was up all night everyday sitting in my desk searching for you " he said after he pulled away from our hug

i didn't realised that im standing in the middle of my living crying and all the boys looks at me . and i didn't even consider that the other guys will be affected by my running away situation and i was very guilty leaving them without saying goodbye it felt like my heart was slowly breaking like thin ice

i look around and saw tears coming out of their eyes and the fact that they faced all people who were curious to where i was and why i left just by thinking of what they felt made me cry more

all i want right now is somebody to hug but no one was there to hug me since every person in this room right now has a reason to hate me and that reason is all desame

"im sorry" was the only word that came out of my mouth . i know i have a lot to explain but i cant make up words yo say it

i felt arms around me and more . right now i am very thankful to have many understanding friend and ahem* ex boyfriend that it made me sigh in relief that even though i made such a mess in their lives and they still accepted me

"i love u guys" i said between sobs "but i cant breathe" i said and smiled with tears keep coming out of my eyes.

they quickly pulled away and smiled at me . i was about to say something when the door opened i was kind of confused of who the person that opened the door without knocking that just rude

"umm who are you" i ask and the boys turned around and greeted him

"oh thats our sub manager" hoseok explained " manager nim needed to go back home in busan since his wife was about to give birth to there first child which is a boy" he said and i was shocked that my old manager married maybe i dont know but i was happy and shock at the same time that lee eun and him had a baby

lee eun and i are great friends we met when we had a concert on busan she was very sweet she gave us cake pops after our concerts and i made friends with her after and from that day we became really close that even if her boyfriend is in front of her she will still keep talking to me

"oh really wow i should congratulate him ang lee eun oh tzu eun i should correct myself" said and laugh a little but and the boys smiled at me

"y/n do you wanna come to the company you can watch us record" jimin said with a hopeful smile on his face

"im sorry jimin but im kind of tired maybe next time we could go somewhere and hang out " i said and look at the boys . they nod their head in agreement

"yeah y/n is right we should hang out soon maybe on saturday?" taehyung said and put him arm around my shoulder

"i dont know lets see" i said and look at my calendar on my phone if i have a meeting or not

"ughh y/n can i have your number so we could ughh text if your free or not" i was kind of shock at the straight forward gestured by yoongi who was already holding out his phone in front of me

well that was smooth i dont know whats going on but the boys looks at yoongi and hid their smiles .i took the phone out of yoongi's hand and save my number in his contact as y/n with a hellow heart on the side and a sunflowe beside it .

i gave it back at him and he thank me and hugged me one last time before walking out with the boys each one of them greeted me a goodbye some shouted some hugged me and that last one out was jin oppa

"little y/n is growing up so fast " he said ruffled my head and gave me a kiss on the forehead which was surprising and quickly pulled away and bid a goodbye with a wink and closed the door

what just happened i was so confused my was face was so red when i got to my room and faced the mirror

i put my fingers on my forehead where jin oppa kissed me i was still shock of his action that i dont know why my heart is beating so fast

oh god no could it be no y/n your not going to fall for one of them again remember that your promised yourself not fall in love again and focus on your career first

i look at myself in the mirror again and tears were flowing out of my eyes i didnt even realised that i was cry thinking about falling in love with a boy that you truly trusted and one you saw him living his best life with another girl
and the worst was i was humiliated to hundreds of people i was humiliated to our fans

and just my thinking of that quiet sobs came out of me i sat on the edge of the bed looking at a specific picture of me and yoongi it was our first picture since we started dating or the first day he started playing with my heart

i quickly took the picture and stuffed it back at my closet i dont know why i didnt throw this picture away like some of our pictures

i was just this one was very special this day was the day we announced to everybody that were dating and all of the guys were so happy that they insisted that we should take a pic together

the picture shows our wide smiles while his arms are on my waist and that we were supposed to look at the camera and smile but i was the only one who is looking at the camera while he looks at me showing his gummy smile

i remember ho i hayed his gummy smile that i just wanted to take him to the dentist and ask if it was possible to transfer it to mine

it was so cute that whenever i see it i felt like an ice cube being dipped into molten lava

Wait! what! am i thinking y/n you must be crazy! um can someone call the mental hospital! WHAT!  no no no no
i moved on a long time ago how

did i really move on?