Fallin' for Calix

chapter10-stay

*Calix' POV*

"BACK THE FUCK OFF!!!" 

"he's still unconscious. .please. ." 

"its not my son's fault. ." 

"THE FUCK I CARE!!!THATS MY SISTER LYING LIKE A FUCKING DEAD PERSON!!!" 

"Cassiopeia!!enough!!!its not just you who feels that way!!!stop being selfish!!aintin almost lost Calix too. .be reasonble. ." 

"REASONABLE??!!YOU BASTARD!!!IF IT WERENT FOR YOUR COUSIN MY SISTER WONT BE IN FUCKING COMA!!!!" 

I open my eyes. .the screaming,begging and crying is still going on outside my door. . 

I heard a deafening slap. . 

"calm the fuck down!!" thats Cashel. . 

He seldom raises his voice. .but I have an idea that he slapped Cash. . 

I feel bad. .Cash is right. .its all my fault. . 

"you dont know what it feels like. .we lost our parents at a young age. .Cass is all I have. .how dare you say Im selfish!!how dare you tell me to calm down!!how dare you. ."  

my heart constricted in so much pain. .never have I heard Cash speak in a helpless tone. . 

The door burst open and my mom and Axel came in. . 

I caught a glimpse of Cashel. .his arms wrapped around Cash in a very protecting manner. . 

while she clutched his shirt and crying. . 

"Calix. .how long have you been awake??" my mom asked as she wiped her tears away. . 

"Im fine take me to Cassandra now. ." 

"but Cash is outside she might---" 

"I dont care. .I deserve it. .I need her. .I love her!!" 

"Ill call for assistance. ." Axel said as he went out. . 

"how long have Ive been out??" I asked 

"before they sedated you. .you were out for two weeks. .and another day. ." she said 

"wheres dad??" 

"I just told him last night he'll he here later. ." 

I didnt say a thing. . 

A nurse came in with a wheel chair. . 

"I can walk. ." 

"but sir---" 

"I said I can walk!!" I said firmly. . 

I dont have any needle in me anymore just sore muscles. . 

a few cuts. . 

nothing compared to Cassandra. . 

I walk together with Axel towards the other room. . 

Tears run down my face as I see her. . 

Lying there. .so pale. .and thin. .bruises on her face,arms and legs. . 

I cant hold it anymore I breakdown beside her. . 

"Calix. ." 

"leave. ." I said 

when Axel left I held Cassandra's hand. . 

"Cassandra. .Im so sorry. .Im so so sorry. .its all my fault. .its not supposed to be this way. .Im so sorry. .please wake up. .dont leave me. .I love you so much. .I cant live without you. .Ill wait for you to wake up. .I promise. .Ill do anything. .just please dont leave me. .please stay. .Cassandra. ." I keep on talking to her with trembling voice. .