Ramy Forever???? Or Not???

Ben!Don't!

I asked Ben to leave 25 minutes on the plane ride but we had to stay buckled for at least 1 hour because it was a far ride. Ben told me,"I knew you couldn't go through with it. You were meant to be with me." But the truth was I still was in love with Ricky, even if he wasn't in love with me. I can't believe he asked me what's the difference between love and in love. He should have known because we were in love, at least I thought. I also couldn't stand leaving John. I'd have to talk to Ricky soon to figure everything out. A hour was finally passed and I asked Ben to leave again but he said no so I told him I was going to the bathroom. I walked up the aisle then turned and childish me started crawling so he wouldn't notice and found another empty seat. I liked that Ben was no longer next to me. That didn't last to long because 20 minutes later he saw me. Ugh Ben. He again started explaining we could get married and have our own children. He never cared about John truthfully. He was always jealous it was Ricky's and not his but I know he wouldn't hurt him. I fell asleep and woke-up ate fought with Ben and fell asleep again, that's how it was until we landed. When we got to the airport he was being aggressive and pulling me to get my stuff I told him let go but he wouldn't, not until we got to security and I had everything then ran for a taxi. I ran slow like John, but not as awkward. That always got me laughing so much. I love John more than life itself. What would happen if he something happened to him while I was here, in New York. I shook that thought and of course Ben found me. He was really annoying and started talking to me like we were dating. Then he tried to kiss me and I turned so he only got my cheek. "Come on Amy." "Ben I don't love you. Deal with it!" "You'll pay for that!" Thinking about that sentence made me think, I've never known Ben to be a bad person rather than a couple of minutes ago and that wasn't very terrible. He picked me up and ran with me to a black car while I yelled "Put me down" probably a million times. He shoved me in the back seat and smacked my arm. It really hurt. I got out my phone to call Ricky but all I got in was "Ricky I'm sorry I love you and John so much and I know your not in love with me but you need to help me B-" is all I got in before of course he took my phone and broke it. I'm so stupid I should've texted him. "I'm sorry Amy but this week is all about us and the wonderful kids that we will have together" "I will never have sex with you Ben" "You will if there's nothing you can do about it" With that I just sat stunned and crying he put some kind of drug in me and with that I blacked out. I woke up confused and we were in a house it looked like. I didn't care about anything but I had to get out so I got off the couch ran to the door but then...