The Moment

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I realized it. He was scared. The strongest relationship he has ever had. He was scared. Ricky wanted to admit it out loud. He didn't know better. I shouldn't have taken one question and left. I should have found more out. I was missing so much information that could have saved our wedding. I thought. We were still engaged. We have never officially broke up. Ricky and I. Now and Forever. I knew we wouldn't just jump to the wedding since we already called it off and everybody knew. I don't even know if we would stay engaged. But if I could have any close relationship to the man I was in love with, I would take it. I cared about him second most in this world. John most of course, I had to, he was a piece of me and Ricky, the second I saw him I was so happy. Even thought I admittedly complained a lot I would do anything for him. Same for Ricky.

We were in the car and I was going to my parents house first and I'd be spending at least a week there. I couldn't go to Ricky's today because I have a feeling it would be to hard for him. To hard for John. To hard for me. I knew Ricky was off tomorrow because it was the 1st day of when our honeymoon was going to be. I didn't know where because he wanted to surprise me. I hate surprises and that was one thing I was looking for. When I got there I went into my old room put my stuff down and went into the kitchen. It was 2:45 in the morning but I was starving. After that I

I wanted to get something out there. I'll be adding to this later.

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