The Walking Dead

Negan's daughter (Negan x Reader)

"Daddy! Daddy! DADDY!" I screamed but my dad was gone. Everyone was panicking and running I lost grip of my dads hand and now I can't find him. We had already lost my mother to one of those beasts and now I've lost him. Then I feel someone grab my shoulder and when I turn around I see my dad, as an animated monster, his handsome features rotting away, his brown eyes now grey and glossy. He lunged for me and-

Jolting awake you are covered in sweat, you have that same nightmare all the time. The only nights you get any sleep is the nights you don't dream at all. You were 17 when that all went down you're now 25 and in Alexandria with your boyfriend Daryl. You did get separated from your dad when this all started but you never found him again, the walker was just a gap your brain filled in when you could never find him again. You were found by Lori and Shane and they took you in and you've been with the group ever since. You've grown up a lot since and you're a tough son of a bitch and you are not afraid to get shit done, by doing what you have to do. 

You are still trying to recover from your dream, sitting up right breathing heavy. You feel Daryl stir in the bed and you look over at him and see he is awake now and looking at you. He starts to rub your naked back, "bad dream again?" he states more than he asks. "mhm" you hum and lay back down and Daryl cuddles you in his arms and you kiss him and he kisses back. Before you know it the two of you are hot and heavy. 

You are the first one to wake up, not wanting to wake Daryl you quietly slip out of bed and go take a shower and dress for the day. long sleeve, cargo pants, and combat boots. Today you and a hand picked group will storm one of 'negan's bases' you had an uncle named Negan, but he died of cancer years before the apocalypse started, its just a coincidence. the plan is to go in at nigh, ambush them while they are sleeping and then take the infirmary. You are no stranger to killing and doing what has to be done, it does not affect you anymore, and that scares Daryl. You have a high kill count for walkers and people, over 100 people and more walkers than you can count. Daryl has voiced his opinion to Rick, he doesn't think you should go because you can't keep mercilessly killing people, but Rick said that its a good thing. You were going to go regardless because Rick needs you. 

Its early its still dark out, a little light is starting to come out. You know Rick would be awake so you make your way over to his house to walk thought the plans again. You approach Ricks house and knock on the door. Rick walks to the door and opens it. "Good morning (Y/N)" Rick greets you, "Good morning Rick, How are the plans looking for today?" you ask and Rick welcomes you inside. "They are looking good but I was wanting to go and check out the place this morning and I was wanting to bring you with me." You smile at Rick's statement. "Fuck yeah, Ill go. let me go and get the rest of my stuff and let Daryl know, and ill meet you out by the gate in about 10 minuets." You walk out of Ricks house and head back to your own house to let your boyfriend know you will be gone.

You walk into the house and grab your heavy duty, double leather, gun belt and strap it to your waste. It holds your twin sig sours P226 MK25 9mm one on each hip, and 4 clips hang on the back of the belt and to tie it all off with your 119 special hinting knife hiding behind your gun on the right side. Daryl walks into the kitchen and catches you loading your sigs. "Where you goin?" Daryl asks still waking up, "Rick asked me to go with him to scope out Negan's base, and I said yes." You finish and look at Daryl and he is thinking about is response carefully. "I don't want you goin, goin with him now, or goin with him tonight. You kill too easily and that scares me." You can't believe what he is saying. "I kill. Too easily?" You shoot back, "yes, you dont hesitate to take a life and im afraid that one day you will loose yourself." You roll your eyes at Daryl. "I kill because I already lost my dad and I won't lose you, or Rick, or Carol, or anyone else in this camp. I do what I have to do and most of the time taking a life is something I have to do, so we are done having this conversation and we will not have this conversation again." You finish your sentence and walk out the door leaving Daryl standing there in his underwear and defeated.