EVIL Morty x reader

Trauma

*y/n pov*
Its been over 2 years since my past trauma. I see his face, The Morty that pretended to mine and placed a bomb in my stomach. Its all gone now. Just a scar.. But I feel like he is still here. I've Become so caught up in my Morty's life that I imagined i have a Rick, But a female. A Roxy. It all started about 2 years ago when i met Morty and fell in love.

"Yes i will go out with you!"

'....'

The pain that sentence caused me. Jessica. Brad. Another me. Rick. Morty. And him. The one that gave me the most trauma. I was 13 then. Im 15 now. Morty is 16, But he hasnt changed. I feel scared and lost with out him. But he isn't enough. I want freedom I want something new. I do not want to be held back any longer. But I can't leave him. If i do, Won't the trauma get worse? And it will be our 3 year anniversary tomorrow.

We text but its not so good.
'Hey'
'Hi'
'Ily'
'Ily2'
'I have to go rick needs me'
'Ok'

Dry. He doesn't even say 'I love you' to me anymore. Roxy, The only person- Figment of my imagination. 'What do I do?' I look as I see her. Nobody else can. A cold dark room is where i spend my days. 'Find hope.' The tall red haired women said. Roxy... She is tall skinny she has red long hair up in a bun. A black long lab coat, black skirt. Grey sweater under her lab coat. I made her up on my 14th birthday. I needed her. She's like the part of me that helps. Ill be 16 next week. Morty is turning 17 in 3 weeks. Lovely how it all plays out huh?

Sometimes I don't feel human. I feel like a robot only meant to feel pain. All these other emotions have been locked away, and I can't find the key. But do I even want too? Yes? I don't know. Some part of me wants to find him. I feel like he is alive and I feel like he is watching me. But if I did find him, Would I regret it? I remember how he was taller than my Morty. From what I can tell he was stronger. He sounded more like a confident and dark person. His tone his voice. He seems worth finding. But why do I want to find him, Is it for closure? No. I want to ask him why.

"Why did you do this to me?"

'....'

"Come and find out."

"Darling."

Hey hey so uhh if you didnt read my cringe Morty x reader then you probably don't understand this so read from chapter y/ns different through the end im pretty sure that expains it. you dont have to though. So here is me trying to make something good. Next update coming either tomorrow or next wensday depending on if people read this and like it.