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~T~ Love You better

"Jaebum-ah.. to my office please..", it's thursday morning.. things walk so slow this week.. I feels like dying inside..

"ne hyung..", I answer after I put all of my belonging to my desk and walking to Taecyeon hyung room..

"hyung.."

"sit first..", he get up from his desk and joining me at the couch.. "so, you prepare everything for tomorrow?"

"ne hyung.."

"where you gonna stay if everything turn bad? when will you come back? have you bought your return ticket?"

"I'll think about it if things really turn bad, but for now, I don't want to think about it.. as for my return ticket.. I haven't purchase it yet.. if things going well, I might stay there the entire week, if not, I'll purchase it on my way to airport on Saturday.."

"are you okay?"

"nope hyung.. I know how it feels like to be cheated, I can't believe I let Jinyoung get through this too.. I feel idiot.."

"hmmm.. so..", he put something on the table.. "this is your return ticket.. I ask Jia to order an open ticket, so you could call the airlines yourself, every time you want to comeback here.. and Jia already call the hotel manager, he will help and  let you get in to Jinyoung's room.. just don't make a fuss, ok.. that's our company hotel, things will spread faster than fire, you hear me?", I just nod..

"gomawo hyung.. you don't need to buy me my return ticket.. an open ticket is so expensive.."

"it's ok.. you have to thanks Jia too.. it's from both of us.. we feel bad for what happened last week.. take that as her apology, ok.."

I stand up and bow to him before walking out.. I couldn't focus on my job today.. 

~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~time skip~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ 

"Good afternoon sir, how may I help you?", after a very long journey of almost late to my flight and a long queue to the public transportation, I finally able to stand in front of Harbour Grand Kowloon hotel's lobby, one of our company in Hongkong..

"yes, I believe Ms. Meng Jia from Korea call your manager about my arrival.."

"oh, Mr Im Jaebum right? yes.. give me a minute please..", she smile to me and get back to her work.. prepare a key for me..

"room 922 on the 9th floor sir.. enjoy your day.."

"thanks..", it's been a long time since I'm here, but I've been here a couple of times so I'm familiar with the surrounding and how to reach the elevator..

as soon as I open Jinyoung's door, alcohol smell hit me and I found a lot of empty bottle scattered around the room.. 

"hi.. I'm from room 922, could you please clean this room.. thanks..", I call the lobby immediately because this is insane.. I though he is okay here, far away from me.. what happened..

it took them around 1 until 1,5 hour to clean up that room to look like a hotel room again, well that's what they said, and since it's almost 2pm, and I'm hungry, so I walk out to find something to eat.. 

I comeback to an empty, clean and smell better room.. i feel tired, but I can't sleep.. I just walk around the room till I could hear the door open, i look at the door and our eyes met each other..

he's about to close the door when i say, "please Jinyoung-ah.. please talk..", but he doesn't listen.. he turn around and walk away.. well I'm not flying across the sea just to saw him walk away, i grab his hand before he can make it to the elevator..