ANOTHER START

25

Kyungsoo woke up the next day and smile. After such a long time he gets to sleep like a baby. When she wakes up, he takes a shower and change before walking down. Once he arrives, he walks straight to the kitchen because he knows that Namjoo will be there cooking breakfast for him and Jun Hyuk.

When he walked into the kitchen he stops and smiles. His love was cooking barefoot with a swollen belly. That makes his smile grew wider.

Walking behind Namjoo, he back hugs her and kisses her neck wishing good morning.

"Good morning, love."

"Good morning, hon. you're earlier."

"I didn't feel you beside me so I woke up. So how is our baby doing? Is he troubling his momma?"

"The baby is fine. And how do you know is he? He could be a she."

"I know it's he. Call it a papa's instinct."

"Whatever makes you happy? Now move. I have to cook. Jun Hyuk can wake up any minutes now."

"I don't want. I like it like this."

"Move Kyungsoo before I burn something. I need to cook and the position we are now it's not comfortable and cooking friendly."

"Fine but I need one long and deep kiss."

"No. Now move."

Kyungsoo pout and said, "No kiss No move."

"Fine."

Kyungsoo smile like crazy. He closes his eyes and leans in with his pout lips waiting for Namjoo to kiss but the next thing he knows, a wooden spatula land on his head making him open his eyes in shock.

When he looked around he was still standing at the kitchen entrance.

"I've been calling you for almost 10 minutes. What are you dreaming about and why are you smiling like that?"

Kyungsoo looks at Namjoo and then her belly and it was flat. Then he chuckles he himself and hits his head with his own hand.

"What are you laughing at?" Namjoo asks annoyed.

"Nothing love," Kyungsoo said while walking to Namjoo and pull her toward him by her waist.

"Good morning love," Kyungsoo said and kiss Namjoo lips.

"Good morning. Now tell me what were you dreaming about earlier. I call you a lot of time."

"Nothing much. It's just you in our kitchen, barefoot and pregnant."

That makes Namjoo shock and then she blushed.

Kyungsoo saw her blush and laugh. He likes to see Namjoo blush. Kissing her cheek he said, "Why is my girl blushing?"

Namjoo ignores him and pushes him away. "Move. I need to cook. Jun Hyuk will be awake any time now."

Leaving the last kiss on her forehead, he left Namjoo alone in the kitchen.

"I'll go and look at Jun Hyuk. He must be awake now. I'll help him with his shower and bring him down. I bet he won't know the way down since it's all new here for him."

"That will be nice. Thank you."

Kyungsoo then walks back up the stairs and walk straight to Jun Hyuk's room.

Yes, they move right away after Namjoo finish packing. Once everything was done, she gave back the key to the landlord and the move-out.

When Namjoo says Kyungsoo's house for the first time, Namjoo was in wow and Kyungsoo just smiles looking at her.

It was such a beautiful traditional modern townhouse. But when they walk in, Namjoo was speechless. The house was so beautiful even it screams expensive but it was beautiful and homey. It wasn't too manly like how she thought it would be.

FLASHBACK.

"You're house is so beautiful, Kyungsoo."

"Thank you love and It's our house now. Come let's put your beg and Jun Hyuk back in his room first then I will show you around." Then he looks at Jun Hyuk and said "Come, buddy, I'll show you your room. I hope you like it."

Jun Hyuk nods his head eagerly and follows Kyungsoo who was carrying two luggage in his hand.

Namjoo smile and follow both of them behind and climb the stairs slowly.

Kyungsoo stops at one of the doors and opens it before telling Jun Hyuk to walk in.

Namjoo walks closer to Kyungsoo and take a peak in Jun Hyuk's new room and was a shock.

Jun Hyuk look at his new room and smile widely. He runs into his new room and jumps on the bed.

"Mommy look at my new room. It's so big and beautiful."

Kyungsoo laughs looking at the way Jun Hyuk was acting. Then he looks at Namjoo. He was shocked to see Namjoo in tears.

Kyungsoo walks to her and pulls her in his arm.

"What happen love? Why are you crying?" Kyungsoo asks in worry. She was smiling earlier and now suddenly she's crying.

Namjoo shook her head and just smile. She doesn't want to tell what she's feeling because she's scared that she will hurt Kyungsoo's feelings.

"It can't be anything dear. There must be a reason behind your tears. Come on now tell me."

"It's really nothing. I promise. Now let me go."

"No. Not until you tell me what happens."

"Okay fine. It's just that looking at Jun Hyuk and how happy he is looking at his room. I couldn't provide him that kind of room before. I couldn't even able to give her the toys that he wants before. Now just looking at his room and all his dream come true just makes me realize that I was such a bad mother. I can't even give what my son wanted before and now when he gets it, it's not even because of me. It's not me who is his mother provide it. It's her mother's boyfriend who doesn't even have any relation with Jun Hyuk. He looks happy Kyungsoo. It just makes me sad that I couldn't give that kind of smile he has now before this."

Kyungsoo cupped her face and said looking straight into her eyes. "Now listen here, my love. First of all, I may not have any relation with Jun Hyuk but I do take him as my son. So starting from now, it's our son not your son. Second, you are a good and lovely mother. You might provide this thing to Jun Hyuk but you gave him love. A mother's biggest present to a son is love. Look at Jun Hyuk, Namjoo. He is so polite, a good boy and listens to people. Who cares if you weren't able to give this kind of this to him? You give him love and your time. You love to spend your free time with him. You try to find time to spend with him. You read him a book before sleeping. You go for a walk together in the park. Some mothers couldn't even do that to their own son because they are so busy. But you, you are different. Even if you're busy, you still find time for him. So Miss Kim Namjoo. You are not a bad mother. You are the most lovable and caring mother ever. You will try your best to provide and give what your son wants. Now don't waste your tears because you think you are a bad mother. Smile and be proud of yourself."

Namjoo nod and smile at Kyungsoo. She was touched. No one ever said that kind of thing to her. This just makes Namjoo's love for Kyungsoo grow more and she's scared that what if in future if anything happens, and she have to leave Kyungsoo or vice versa, will she able to leave and continue her life and be happy.

"Now shall we go and see our son. I bet he is so happy he wants to tell us about it."

"Yes."

Taking Namjoo's hand, Kyungsoo was about to pull Namjoo with him but stop when Namjoo didn't move. So he turns to look at Namjoo and raises his eyebrows as if asking what happen.

Namjoo shook her head and walk near to Kyungsoo. She then tiptoes and kisses Kyungsoo lips. "I love you."

Kyungsoo smile. "I love you too, love." And pull Namjoo toward him and kiss her lips passionately leaving Namjoo breathless.

"Now shall we go?" Kyungsoo said smiling slyly at Namjoo.

Namjoo blush and just nods her head.

END OF FLASHBACK