Fresh start

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I've been checking up on YouTube everyday, views of us singing keeps rising. Making me smile in satisfaction. We gained multiples of subscribers and followers on twitter and Instagram, I'm pretty impressed, we both are actually. We are getting some good and bad tweets and comments, The good ones we only focus on. Austin and I both know to stay humble, so we are.

"Wow, never knew we were going to get views and subs that fast." Austin says with a big smile on his face. To be honest, I doubted too, I didn't know we weren't going to get that much views. I wonder what caught their eye though. The video was just two teenagers singing a song together. Nothing really fun to watch. But hey, at least we got people's attention.

"But do you think people at our school will be making fun of us though?" I questioned. I don't know, but I just had a thought. Celebrities that got famous through YouTube always had a back story involving being bullied from the videos they made. And I just wondered if people are going to bully us because we are posting videos of us singing on YouTube.

"Hey, don't worry about it. We have each other." He reassured. He is right. We do have each other to defend. Like that saying, "more the merrier."

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*Next day*
It is school day today and that also means to get ready for people to pick on you. Since me and Austin did make the video on Friday and posted it on the same day, it is possible that people from our school have seen it already. But hey, I'm not that worried, it might just be a couple of people, nothing can go wrong.

As I walk in the school there was no stares, no laughing, and no pushing. Even my friends didn't say anything about it! Yeah obviously I didn't show it to them because they are friends and they try their best to embarrass you in front of people just for a laugh. Me and Austin were so smart and thought about that. We are a great team.

"Are you positive you didn't see anything on YouTube with people in our school?" I asked my friends.

"No, why?" They all said, I sigh in relief that they have seen nothing.

"Nothing just asking. I wanted to see something funny you know?" I save. I stopped talking knowing that something will slip out of my mouth revealing me and Austin's 'secret'

The bell rings making me and my friends split in our separate ways. As I walk to history, I had these thoughts about that I might have to be homeschooled because of these people, bullying me or they are huge fans. But homeschool can't be that bad.

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It's Language arts, the most boring class in all my periods. The old lady talking made me zone out making me think more about the career I'm doing, if it's a right thing or not. I had other things in mind like be an engineer or a nurse, but nothing about a singing career. I am only doing this for Austin. Austin's career not mine. I agreed but just to make Austin happy. Did I do the right thing for myself, or did I make a mistake? I knew I shouldn't have agreed. We might not get that far, making me loose the privilege to go to the jobs I really wanted, making me not go to college and graduate. I might loose my family because of my decision. I'm just making Austin's future successful, not mine. It's all because of him, what should I do? What should I tell him? That I can't do this because I want to do what I want? I should I just stick to this and see where it leads us? I can't decide, I probably chose the wrong answer already. I'm going to see how it goes. If it doesn't go the way I wanted it to, I'm going go quit and start my life all over again. Forgetting I had a singing career.

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"How was today? Friends found out anything?" I asked him. Today we were at his house, watching movies on a Monday night. Not caring that tomorrow is a school day.

"Nah. Just some teasing." He smiles at me. I rose one of my eyebrows.

"And what kind of teasing?" I asked, already knowing what his answer is though. It's pretty obvious, his friends always tease him with me. It's annoying but amusing at the same time.

"The same old teasing, about you and me." He takes off his stare on the screen, placing them on mine. "You know what I wonder though? If we continue to do this, like our singing career together. Do you think something will happen to us? Like I don't know, Love." When I heard that last sentence, I some how felt uncomfortable, quickly looking towards the tv. But I don't know why. It just feels weird to be in Love with him.

"You never know, Austin. We will get in a relationship but not just with each other. There is other fishes in the sea. It's not just me." I chuckle.

"But not having a relationship with each other just means we won't hang out as much. We won't have meetings to write a new song because we are with our significant other." He says. He does have a point though, if we have our own relationships we won't get that long because of distraction. We can't get in a relationship with other people but us. There has to be an us in some point.

"But having a relationship just means that our friendship can get ruined when we break up which also means that our career can get into waste." I say. I look back at him. Does he want to get in a relationship with me?

"We can make it work." He says in a low voice. Getting closer to me. Our faces being an inch away. He says again, "We can make it work." He puts more emphasis in 'can'. He keeps leaning onto me, making me lay down and him on top of me. Why am I making him continue to do this? Do I like it or what?

He is now about to kiss me, until being interrupted by mama. He quickly gets off of me, leaving both of us red, looking at a t.v. with credits.

I can't believe that we were about to kiss.

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It's not awkward with Austin, thank God! He texted me in the morning saying 'Goodmorning beautiful.' like always, just to bring up my self-esteem, he is a nice guy. I don't know how I am going to live without him in my life.

But yesterday though, the move he made is still in my mind. How he kept leaning in. Too bad mama interrupted though. To be honest though, I really wanted that kiss to happen. I never had that kind of feeling towards him, I now have the feeling. Ever since yesterday, wow. Everything has changed for me.

*Austin's POV*

Thankfully Becky isn't awkward about yesterday. Right when I went to school she just ran up to me and hugged me so tight *sigh* that was great. I've had the feeling ever since we sang the song together. Her voice with mine sounded so beautiful, it made me fall for her even more. It was a good thing she didn't deny me yesterday though. She didn't stop me or anything, she kept me going, which honestly turned me on. I want that moment to happen again, without mama interrupting. She messed up everything! Oh how mom's are a pain in the ass, but hey, I still love her.

All day today I was thinking about Becky, that beautiful girl got me on my knees. Corny I know, I can't help it, sorry. But that talk we had yesterday, it seemed like she wanted and didn't want to get in a relationship. It seemed like she was somewhat indecisive with us dating. Hopefully she wants to though because I want her in my life, make her mine, and to have her in my future. But the thing I'm worried about is if we are going to last. We probably will sense we had a friendship this long. I just, I don't know, I love her so much.

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Sorry for the wait! School is making me lack on so many things. I had to write a small chapter, I know it's sad. BUT IM FOR SURE GOING TO MAKE THEM LONGER. That is going to be in the summer probably, sense it is almost to summer!! :D

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