Maihua lee (girlxgirl) (completed 😘)

Part 18

Y/n pov

Today is the day me and Kai (Kyleena 💀) gets to leave the hospital my baby finally gets to go home and by home I mean Kasper's house LMFAO

Since I was too scared To get her dressed myself all the girls helped me dress her it took 2 people to put a onesie on her, 2 people for the pants and 4 people to put on a hat but teamwork makes the dream work

We put her in the carrier which Mac wanted to carry and everyone else grabbed something and we left but before we left I had to sit in a wheelchair, the nurse said I'd help me heal down there better but that's shit

"I don't want to be in here" I said "well you need to" Kasper said pushing me "yes but I can walk, my legs work fine" I told her "listen, I'm doing what the nurse told me to do" she told me making me groan

We got to the car and I was so glad to get out the wheelchair that I was the first one in the car, I helped strap down the carrier to the seat and we got in

Forever and always, Kasper drove, for the first time in forever I wasn't In the passenger seat, It was Cay this time, which meant, it was Me, Ag, Mia, Mac in the back watching Kai

"She's so little" Mac said "ikr" Mia said "shouldn't you guys be asking how the mama is doing?" Ag said "bubbas how are you?" Mac asked "honestly I'm fine, just tired" I told them

We all get to Kaspers house and we took everything out and out Kai, I walked in

"Kai welcome to one of your many houses, you have like 7 of them, but this is the main one" I told her walking upstairs

"Now you can't leave the house for 6 weeks" Kasper told me "don't remind me, I know, I'm not happy about it" I told her

"Well it's not like we'll be going anywhere unless we have too" Mac said

5 days later
(Pretty sure none of y'all haven't been pregnant yet or don't even know what this is but still for Legal reasons TW⚠️)

Recently it's been hard for me to bond with Kai for some reason, she won't latch to anything, weather if it's a a nipple from a bottle or my own

I tend to cry a lot now, and I've been feelings overwhelmed with everything

The nurse warned all of us about me having postpartum depression but I didn't think I'd actually get it, she told me it was common for new mothers to get this

The girls try to help but I always push them away and say "I can do it myself" or "I can handle this" or "she's my responsibility"

Right now the girls were out shopping for food but I was stuck with Kai who was currently screaming her lungs out For seemingly no reason

I tried everything to call her down but it didn't work, at that point it got too overwhelming and I broke down and started sobbing

I didn't hear the girls come in and come up and peep in the room and walk out

"Guys, she's depressed and it's obvious" Kasper said "everytime we try to help her she rejects us" Mac said "that's what postpartum depression does to you" Mia said "we need to help her, if not this can effect her for the rest of her life" Ag said