All I Remember Is You

5

Jacob*

I can't believe my sister is gone. I have too many memories. I can't believe she left. She left me. You can't just come into my life and leave me without a warning.

***3 days later***

I finally get released from the hospital. Omg fest Dallas is tomorrow and I don't think I will be coming. I actually think in going to skip and visit cloe longer. I've actually had a crush on her. Crazy right? Having a crush on a fan? Well to be honest she isn't as crazy as the other fans. Shes really calm around me and is really nice. My mom and I are currently driving to the hotel we are staying in. The Hampton inn. So outgoing right?? I'm suppose to meet grant and deezy in the lobby at 5. It's four fifty three and we're almost there. Hopefully I'll make it in time.

***

We pull into the loop thing at 6:01. And I see grant and deezy threw the glass window on the hotel. I run threw the doors and get pulled into a group hug with deezy and grant. "I missed you guys so much" I say. Even thought I talked to them everyday on iMessage. It feels like forever. You can't love someone threw messages. You need to love them face to face not threw a screen. "I messed you too bro" deezy says as I feel something wet on my t shirt. "Grant are you crying" I say smiling. I love this guy even tho he's a couple years younger than me. He's my awkward chicken bucket bro. (Random thought) "yeah man" he says breaking the hug to wipe his eyes. "I've missed you so much" he says smiling and I give him a small 5 second hug. "We gin a share a room" deezy says looking at me then grant and Repeating. "Yep my mom and sie- my mom can have her own room. I almost broke down there. "What about s-" grant started. "S-she's g-gone" I say starting to cry. I have never seen grant cry because of sadness. But Sierra being gone. Tore him up.

Grant*

"S-she's g-gone" Jacob says staring to cry. What?! No!? Please no!? I was going to ask her to be my girlfriend. I loved her with all my heart. Everything just poured out of me. My tears overflowed my eyes and they jus kept spilling out. Deezy and jacob pull me into a hug as I cry my eyes out. "Can you guys go get some food. I'm going to settle in and think for a while." I ask them. "Yeah sure" Jacob says and him and deezy get into deezy's car and drive off. I get the room key and get into the elevator and hit the 4th flour button. I finally make it to room 413 and throw my suitcase on the bed. I open the front pocket and pull out my blade. I didn't think I would use this anymore. Everything was going great until now.....