Infinity... (and Beyond)?

Just one of those times

I'm at that point;
Where life has turned on me..
Feels like there's this bug in my head,
And no way to set it free.

Internet and social media
Act as the best substitutes;
To shun my mind and my confused heart,
And lose myself in the pointless sticky web.

You know you're being taught something
When you can't close your eyes in peace;
When you prefer a bright blinding light,
Over the comforting darkness of the night.

You'd think after all these years
You knew the person who you were and who you were meant to be,
Don't be suprised if things don't go as you thought they were;
Life's hopefully got a plan for you; just wait and see...