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Chapter 1
I'm so scared.
Scared.
Scared of what was going to happen. I never thought it would happen to me. Ive seen in on documentaries and one the TV. But i never thought it would happen to me.
me.
the worst thing is, I haven't even told anyone yet, not even my mum. and we are as close as peanut butter and jelly in a sandwich. OK so basically what I'm tyring to say is that we are very close, kay?
I'm on the verge of tears. Whilst staring at a plate full of food. I cant eat this! what if i throw it up again?
I never thought the day would come when i would be afraid of food! but it looks like it has.....
I just feel like im falling and fall, into a deeper and deeper hole, and there no way out.
My friends at school are always there for me, always trying to cheer me up, but I'm shutting them out and getting depressed. Im an awful friend, I get that... In fact i cant even call them my friends now. They have gone and left me for some other group, but I guess I diserve it. I had it comming.
I feel like i cant stop falling. and the sad thing is, there is nobody there to catch me.
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bzzzz buzz.
The sound of my alarm filled my ear. ahhhhhhh.
Urrggg. i hate my stupid alarm. its horrible. The only thing it has ever done for me had woken me up so that i can go to get beaten up.
It scramble out of bed and look at my reflection and stare, i just stare. i have another black eye and I think i might have a bit of a limp as a consequences from yesterdays 'event'. i sometime just wish i could get away from that hell hole.
ONE DAY i will show their snotty little arses that i am bigger and better than them. That their bullying will never stop me, and they will one day THEY will have to serve me and i will look down on them, instead of them to me!
Ha, I can only dream.
i get dressed and put a bit of foundation to cover my black eye. i wouldn't want my parents to find out i was getting bullied at school..... i know its stupid, but its how i feel. plus this way there is not big drama and fuss. Just the way i like it.
i tie back my hair and I'm ready to go.
Living hell, here i come!
