A/N: HI guys, ive updated! hope you like it xoxo
P.S There is a little, ickle bit of bad lanuage and swearing in this, so yeah, don't say you were'nt warned!
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The day starts off as usual. Curses and dirty looks are thrown my way on the way to home room, and well.... every other class i attended that day.
I get through it though. If it happens as often as it does, i just tend to ignore it. IGNORE it. I find its the best way to deal with my........ situation.
Every class is just the same as the last. Well not technically, but it almost feels it. I mean, what happens to me during those classes are same, i get bullied, its just not the subject that's not the same, that's all.
''RINNNNNGGGGGG' the end of day bell's sound drifts though the school's classrooms and everybody leaps out of there seats, including me, and scurries for the door, in which is our ticket to freedom.
''FINALLY'' i think to myself, the day is over. well.... that's what i thought.....
Suddenly somebodies strong, muscular, hand grabs the back of my hoodie and yanks me backwards and into the passing ally. By this time i had walked out of the school gates and was on my way home. Not anymore apparently!
The alleyway was dark and i couldn't see the guys face, i could only figure out the odd feature, but it wasn't enough to tell me who this strong, very strong, lad was.
''Look at me!'' he yelled and pulled my chin upwards so i was facing him. Eye to eye.
''You dirty Little slut! WHORE, COWARD, WHO DO YOU THINK YOU ARE?!'' My heart beat had quickened by now, as you can imagine, and i started to worry.. My heart was thumping aginst my chest so hard, that i thought it was going to fall out of my body and onto the concrete floor any second then, right infront of my eyes!
What was this guy talking about? What had i ever done to him that would make him want to hurt me so bad.?? But then again, thats what i wonder about ,pretty much, everyone else in the school when they are 'hurting my feelings'.
I tear escaped my eye as he grabbed me harder and pushed me more forcefully against the red brick wall. I hate showing any sign of weakness, to anybody, even to my family, so crying in front of a stranger! Well...... i just felt like a complete idiot.
''What do you want?" I whispered quietly, so quietly, that i wasn't entirely sure my self if the words had even came out of my mouth.
" YOU DON'T EVEN DESERVE TO BE HERE YOU WORTHLESS PIECE OF SH*T!" He screamed in my face, though, instead of more insults and verbal abuse, He punched my in the stomach. I screamed out in pain. OH MY GOOOOOD, i don't think i have ever felt this much pain, ever!
I crumpled to the ground, clenching my stomach. The boy kept of kicking and punching me, even pulling my hair! I was getting weaker and weaker under every kick and punch that he threw at me. I couldn'nt get up. I couldn't even defend myself. I just lay there on the cold concrete floor, taking all the abuse i was getting from this 'mystery boy'.
Sometimes, i really hated life.
He stopped for a moment, maybe because he was getting tired, and stared down at me. Watching my every movement, or in my case, lack of it.
'' YOU, you don't even deserve to live!" And that was the last thing the boy said to me, before spitting in my face and left me crying, hurt and helpless lying in the cold alleyway.
''Maybe that boy was right, maybe i didn't deserve to live. I'm sure I wouldn't be missed anyway, even if i did go....'' I thought to myself, before the cold darkness over took my body.
Maybe I really was worthless............
A/N: So guys what do you think?? sorry for the little bit of swearing that was it there, opps, just thought i would set the scene! LOL, feedback would be GREAT! THANK YOUUUU XX
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