It was the begining of her high school. It was all a new beginning for her. She left all her past and started afresh, she was happy it was new faces everywhere. She never wanted to think of the past. She was completely broken by it.
She wanted love. That's all she ever wanted, and all she got was a heartbreak.
When she came back for high school she thought everything would change, it did. But that was only for a temporary little while. A little did she know that her past would come back haunting her.
The year before, when she was giving her finals, she fell in love with this boy. He meant everything to her. They spoke and she fell more in love, just that she didn't tell anyone. She spoke to her best friend every night, she wanted to tell him so bad how much she was in love with that boy but couldn't. She knew it just wasn't meant to be.
But one day she just spilled the beans to her best friend and everything changed. The best friend helped her get to him. She was so happy that he has asked her out. It was the best day of her life.
Her life seemed so perfect to her that she didn't care about anything anymore except for him. She used to wait everyday to talk to him. And when they spoke, she would just keep listening to him because he was her dream that come true.
She cherished every moment she spent talking to him. And everytime he said I love you her heart skipped a beat. She never felt this way before. She was so sure that he was the one. She didn't want anything, just him. She loved him so mcuh.
And suddenly everything changed. He started ignoring her. She started feeling lonely. When he said he wanted to leave her. She didn't say anything except an "okay". He said they were better off as friends. After that day she was completely shattered. She didn't know what to do. She began cutting herself. She was depressed. She didn't tell anyone except a few close friends.
She didn't want them to help her. She wanted to deal with it. She knew she had to get over it. It was 23rd march the best day of her life, and here it was April 4th the worst. She never thought this day would come. She loved him so much she couldn't explain it to anyone.
When she came back for high school, she didn't know that there would come a day where he would speak to her again. But he did, not because he wanted to but because he had to. It took her a whole year to forget him and what he did.
And here he is writing to her as if nothing had ever happened. She was glad he had written to her. She told everyone that she didn't like him anymore. She told everyone that she hated him. But only she knew how much it hurt, how much she loved him.
She told everone that she was over him because they started criticizing her. She was already fed up of her life and didn't want anything else happening.
Today it's his birthday.
She was going through his wall today and found something which broke her just fixed heart into double the millions it was broken into. She felt used, she felt like she was nothing.
He was everything to her, and to him, she was just a girl who he could play with. His "I LOVE YOU" was all she ever wanted to hear. To be with him was her only WISH. To love him was the BEST FEELING she ever got.
And here she is today. Crying her heart out just so he could hear it. But he couldn't because he was someone else's. She just hopes the best for him
