M.D.: mad doctors

as i move on

I look at the picture of annie one last time.....memorizing his face as I am going draw or psin a picture of him put I am only doing that in my head.  As I was going to cover it up.  I was going to go on a blind date.
An actual blind date where my friends decided that it was time for me to return to the land of the living.
The guy jessie was a good guy.
I could see being with him....but I also see put my medical dreams to rest with annie as it is to painful to keep around all the time. 
I remember from the movie act of valor that the father told his son to put all his problems in a box and lock it up.  Well that I am doing, with my dreams of being a medical examiner and of being married to a forensic pathologist.  Ut is pain full do to but I have to do it.   I caused so much harm in Annie's memory that it's not worth it anymore....I killed one person because of this. 
The drama ends here as I loved annie.  I wanted and loved jessie even more to go into his line of work.   Glass making. 
As i was moving into Jessie's place in Reno  i decide to leave the picture of annie covered up.  Awaiting discovery by someone who would give it away or ditch it, for I had not the heart to do this. 
That was when I found the last love letter that annie wrote.  I stumbled upon it as I was packing up.

My starry

There is no measurement of the amount of love that I have for you.  I want t spend my days weeks, months and years with you.  I  am  in love with you and only youas it should be.  My love I will get everything  ready for our camping trip tomorrow.   My love

I love you with all my DNA

Annie

When I read this I saw another picture .    A  picture of the two of us in our scrubs and lab coats.  He still looked dashing in a creepy sort of way. 
That was when I decided to tell jessie.