BROTHERS BEST FRIEND [J.JK]

Chapter 4

Throughout the week, you kept your brother updated with little things that had happened through each day. Each night you were on call, he'd ask you the same question 'how do you feel when you're with Jungkook?'

Unsure of Jungkook's feelings and knowing your brother was hinting towards the word 'love' lead you to give the standard 'I don't know' answer. Lying to your brother was a crime seeing a you were best friends, but second-guessing your own feelings was a different issue.

As an outsider, Namjoon noticed the two behavioural changes between both of you. Including interactions, intimacy and differences in conversing with one another. Jungkook refused to believe you liked him back as you refused to admit you had feelings or even through of liking him, making it harder for your brother to motivate one to confess.

After days of trying to get something out of the other, he finally did. At least from Jungkook.

London streets ; 19:32hrs

"Y/n! Watch out!" Jungkook screamed for the tenth time today as a man shoved you with his bags of holiday presents causing you to fall.

Feeling embarrassed, you simply got up and continued walking at a fastened pace which Jungkook caught up to. He reached down for your arm as you tried retracting it in frustration, wanting to be left alone in the moment.

"Please....just let me go" You breathed out before trying to walk away quickly. Already upset at your argument with your mother earlier in the morning, you felt like distancing yourself again.

Jungkook ran in front of you to catch your body which formed into a tight hug. Not being able to maintain a face, you began breaking down into his chest causing heads to turn. His hold around your form kept you safe as he tried kissing your hair and combing through it to keep you calm.

A few minutes of you crying soon come to a halt as you kept your face stuffed in Jungkook's chest for warmth. "I'm sorry....f-for being like this in public" He rubbed your back with a concerned facial expression "No, it's okay....I just want you to be okay"

Jungkook and you window shopped around the streets with his arm kept around your body as you leaned into his. You explained the argument which caused you to react in a negative way, non intentionally reflecting your mood onto Jungkook.

You both sat side by side on a bench under a lamp post, sharing bits of childhood with one another. Jungkook opened up about personal struggles which helped him release pain.

"Oh my gosh...Men don't cry" He looked up to prevent tears from falling before looking down at his feet. "That is not true....men do cry and it's perfectly okay. You have feelings and you are allowed to be vulnerable." He slouched on the bench, leaning onto your body as you wrapped an arm around his neck, pulling him close.

Using a warm hand, you caressed his cheek, wiping excess tears which fell slowly. "I haven't cried since the incident....it feels good to cry...." He whispered while looking into your eyes. "I'm glad you feel comfortable to cry in front of me. Thank you for trusting me"

He adjusted his body, reaching his arm under yours to hold your warm hand. "Thank you for letting me be me around you and accepting me" You smiled before moving to pull him to a standing position.

"You gave warm hands" You bit your lip, preventing yourself from smiling excessively. "Maybe yours are just cold" He swung your hands while walking you to a cafe near by.

Prufrock Coffee Café ; 20:40hrs

"What are you getting?" You scanned the menu once more, making sure you really wanted that item. "I'll get an egg with avocado sandwich" He nodded as you approached the counter.